I Just Want You To Read My Words..

Always - Bon Jovi

2012-02-14T16:30:00.000+08:00

This Romeo is bleeding, but you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings that this old dog kicked up
It's been raining since you left me, now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter, but without you I give up

Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

And I will love you, baby, always
And I'll be there forever and a day, always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
Touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers, try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you, baby, always
And I'll be there forever and a day, always

If you told me to cry for you, I could
If you told me to die for you, I would
Take a look at my face, there's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck in these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams and our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby, always
And I'll be there forever and a day, always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you always ..

Wordless Wednesday

2012-02-01T08:30:00.000+08:00

What Makes You Beautiful

2012-01-13T12:21:00.000+08:00

lagu ni sgt buat aku terawang2.. smlm br ckp ngan husband..kalau u bg lagu ni kt i mase kte sblm kawen dulu mesti i koya and senyum sorg2.. eheh.. juz imagine, this song menggambarkan the feeling of this boy yg head over heels kt this one girl.. mcm there's no one except her.. uishh.. aku boleh imagine la kalau teens these days akan berguling2 tgk gamba bf sambil2 dgr lagu ni.. hehe.. nak2 kalau bf dedicate this song to her.. pastu senyum sorg2 malu2 cheeks blushing.. ehh.. mcm aku plak dh.. haha.. but sape2 yg dgr lagu ni mesti sgt berada di Cloud 9 and being on top of the world.. hehe..

the band ni mcm ala2 boy band.. i understand bdk2 akan go crazy over this band.. they're cute, don't u think so? mcm mase aku skolah dulu2 aku sgt suke kt BSB (well who doesnt kan?) video clip die best.. bibi, ade VW Combi.. haha.. the place is so cantik.. such a beautiful scenery SubhanAllah.. ok peeps.. enjoy the video ye?

You're insecure, don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the do-o-or
Don't need make-up - to cover up
Being the way that you are is eno-o-ough
Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but yo-ou

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell
You don't know Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful!
If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperatley
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful!
Oh ohThat's what makes you beautiful!

So c-come on, you got it wrong
To prove I'm right I put it in a so-o-ong
I don't know why, you're being shy
And turn away when I look in to your eye eye eyes
Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but yo-ou

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell
You don't know Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful!

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperatley
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know Oh ohYou don't know you're beautiful! Oh oh
That's what makes you beautiful!
Na na na na na na naaaa na na,Na na na na na na.Na na na na na na naaaa na na,Na na na na na na.

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip you're hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell
You don't know Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful!
Baby you light up my world like nobody else

The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell
You don't know No Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful!
If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperatley
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know No Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful!
No Oh ohYou don't know you're beautiful!
No Oh ohThat's what makes you beautiful!

Pea in The Pod..

2012-01-09T08:30:00.000+08:00

yepp.. u read that right.. Adam is on his way becoming a big brother.. alhamdulillah.. i am 6 weeks pregnant.. it was unexpected as i have just stopped eating pills.. like 2-3 days before i went to Bandung.. then i was on menstrual on my 2nd day at Bandung.. biase la hormon jd huru hare after xmkn.. i was thinking, xkan lekat ni sbb my gynae said dat i have retroverted uterus..

here's an excerpt from http://anteverteduterus.net/retroverted-uterus-pregnancy/retroverted-and-anteverted-uterus-pregnancy/

There can be some retroverted and anteverted uterus pregnancy issues that might arise in the long run and we would be discussing some of them here. Before we get started with the details of the pregnancy issues associated with anteverted uterus, you need to understand the meaning of the different uterus orientations that are important here. The first type of orientation is known as the anteverted uterus, a condition which is considered to be more common than the retroverted uterus. The anteverted uterus is all about the inclination of the uterus towards the abdomen of the body. This is a common condition and not many problems have been associated with it. On the other hand, you have the retroverted uterus, which can have some sort of underlying causes. The retroverted uterus is a bit more complex than the anteverted uterus and can lead to some issues during pregnancy.

Impact on Pregnancy

The anteverted uterus is quite common and in most cases, there is almost no impact on the pregnancy. You would find that the condition of anteverted uterus does not create any sort of problems and does not impact fertility in any way. Generally, women with anteverted uterus do not have to undertake any sort of special treatment and their condition is considered to be totally normal. On the other hand, the retroverted uterus can create problems for some women, depending on the extent of the orientation that is present. Even then, most of the pregnancy related complications are linked with the underlying cause behind the retroverted uterus. These problems, like endometriosis, can impact the fertility of the woman and create problems in conceiving. Therefore, it is important that you get a complete early pregnancy or pre pregnancy test done to ensure that your uterus is in a perfect condition.
u can read more on diz topic in http://www.womens-health.co.uk/retrover.asp

so mine was the green one.. tak la teruk.. as i was saying.. bile dh doc mcm tu, aku mcm ok.. boleh rest dulu sbb kes tu buat payah dpt anak.. i was fine with it.. dh test dh mase adam cukup setahun.. gatal kan? aku stop mkn pill 3-4 bulan.. nothing happen la mase tu.. so, both of us ckp, lps blk Bandung we want to pegi berurut and conceive for a second baby.. i ask for a second opinion from one of the docs.. she said my uterus has somehow sudah beralih.. tp kalau nk g berurut pon xpe.. so i guess, boleh la conceive nxt year bln 1 sbb nk baby due october.. hehe.. tp tak sangke lekat dgn cpat.. Alhamdulillah..

i did the pregnancy tests twice.. first test tu The Line in the window tu mcm agak samar.. sbb aku wat kul 11pm.. hehe.. when i went out from the bathroom, i smiled to my husband.. die pny statement, "period la tu?" then i showed the cassette to him.. die mcm antara nk senyum n tak.. i said jgn over excited sgt.. then on Monday after Xmas tu, i checked it for the second time.. this time the both lines menyale2.. hehe..

the first cassette was taken on 24th December and the second one was on 26th December.. =) so far, i have no morning sickness (yet).. selera makan pon masih ok.. i eat a little at a time tapi mkn dgn kerap.. mcm 2hrs skali mesti rase lapa walaupun makan nasi lemak n telur mate n teh ais for breakfast.. haha.. lain mcm selera for my second pregnancy ni.. i hope, morning sickness tak la seteruk mase Adam dulu and i hope for a girl pulak diz time.. Insya Allah..

JANJI ALLAH BAGI ORG YANG MAHU BERKAHWIN....

2011-12-28T08:30:00.000+08:00

1-“Wanita - wanita yang keji adalah untuk lelaki yang keji, dan lelaki yang keji adalah buat wanita - wanita yang keji (pula), dan wanita- wanita yang baik adalah untuk lelaki yang baik dan lelaki yang baik adalah untuk wanita- wanita yang baik (pula)”. (An Nuur : 26)

Bila ingin mendapatkan jodoh yang baik, maka perbaikilah diri. Hiduplah sesuai dengan ajaran Islam dan Sunnah Nabi-Nya. Jadilah lelaki yang soleh, jadilah wanita yang solehah. Semoga Allah memberikan hanya yang baik buat kita. Amin.

2-“Dan kahwinikanlah orang-orang yang bujang diantara kamu dan orang-orang yang layak (berkahwin) dari hamba-hamba sahayamu yang lelaki dan perempuan. Jika mereka miskin, Allah akan memberikan mereka dengan kurniaan-Nya. Dan Allah Maha Luas (Pemberian-Nya) lagi Maha Mengetahui”. (An Nur: 32)

Sebagian para pemuda ada yang merasa bingung dan bimbang ketika akan berkahwin. Salah satu sebabnya adalah kerana belum mempunyai pekerjaan. Dan yang peliknya ketika para pemuda telah mempunyai pekerjaan pun tetap ada perasaan bimbang juga. Sebahagian mereka tetap ragu dengan harta yang mereka dapatkan dari gajinya. Dalam fikiran mereka terdetik, “adakah cukup untuk berkeluarga dengan gaji sekian?”.

Ayat tersebut merupakan jawapan buat mereka yang masih ragu untuk melangkah ke alam pernikahan kerana alasan ekonomi. Yang perlu ditekankan kepada para pemuda dalam masalah ini adalah kesanggupan untuk memberi nafkah, dan terus bekerja mencari nafkah memenuhi tuntutan berkeluarga. Bukan besarnya wang ringgit yang perlu dibimbangkan. Kelak, Allah akan menolong mereka yang berkahwin. Allah Maha Adil, bila tanggung jawab para pemuda bertambah – dengan kewajiban menafkahi isteri-isteri dan anak-anaknya – maka Allah akan memberikan rezeki yang lebih. Tidakkah kita lihat kenyataan di dalam masyarakat, kebanyakan mereka yang bermula dengan kemiskinan, tidak mempunyai apa-apa ketika menikah, kemudian Allah memberinya rezeki yang melimpah-ruah dan mencukupkan segala kekurangannya?

3-“ Ada tiga golongan manusia yang berhak Allah tolong mereka, iaitu seorang mujahid fi sabilillah, seorang hamba yang menebus dirinya supaya merdeka dan seorang yang bernikah kerana ingin memelihara kehormatannya”. (HR. Ahmad 2: 251, Nasaei, Tirmidzi, Ibnu Majah hadis no. 2518, dan Hakim 2: 160)

Bagi siapa saja yang bernikah dengan niat menjaga kesucian dirinya, maka berhak mendapatkan pertolongan dari Allah berdasarkan penegasan Rasulullah Shallallahu ‘
alaihi wa sallam dalam hadis ini. Dan pertolongan Allah itu pasti datang.

4-“Dan diantara tanda-tanda kekuasaan-Nya ialah Dia menciptakan untukmu isteri-
isteri dari jenismu sendiri, supaya kamu cenderung dan merasa tenteram kepadanya, dan dijadikan-Nya di antaramu rasa kasih dan sayang. Sesungguhnya pada yang demikian itu benar-benar terdapat tanda-tanda bagi kaum yang berfikir”(Ar Rum : 21)

5-“Dan Tuhanmu berfirman : ‘Berdoalah kepada-Ku, nescaya akan Kuperkenankan bagimu. Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang memalingkan diri dari menyembah-Ku akan masuk neraka Jahanam dalam keadaan hina dina’ ”. (Al Mu’min : 60)

Ini juga janji Allah ‘Azza wa Jalla, bila kita berdoa kepada Allah nescaya akan diperkenankan-
Nya. Termasuk di dalamnya ketika kita berdoa memohon diberikan pasangan hidup yang agamanya baik, cantik, taat dan sbgnya.

Dalam berdoa perhatikan adab dan sebab terkabulnya doa. Diantaranya adalah ikhlas, bersungguh-
sungguh, merendahkan diri, mengadap kiblat, mengangkat kedua tangan, dll.

Perhatikan juga waktu-waktu yang mustajab dalam berdoa. Di antaranya adalah berdoa pada waktu sepertiga malam yang terakhir dimana para malaikat turun dari langit dunia bersama-
sama mengaminkan , pada waktu antara azan dan iqamah, pada waktu turun hujan, dll.

Perhatikan juga penghalang terkabulnya doa. Di antaranya adalah makan dan minum dari yang haram, juga makan, minum dari usaha dan sumber yang haram, melakukan apa yang diharamkan Allah, dll.

Manfaat lain dari berdoa bererti kita meyakini kekuasaan Allah, mengakui bahwa Allah itu tempat meminta, mengakui bahwa Allah Maha Kaya, mengakui bahwa Allah Maha Mendengar, dll.

Sebahagian orang ketika jodohnya tidak sampai-sampai maka mereka pergi ke dukun-dukun dan bomoh berharap agar jodohnya lancar. Sebahagian orang ada juga yang menggunakan guna-guna dan sihir. Cara-cara seperti ini jelas dilarang oleh Islam. Perhatikan hadis-hadis berikut yang merupakan peringatan keras dari Rasulullah Sollallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam:

“Barang siapa yang mendatangi peramal nasib / dukun, lalu ia menanyakan sesuatu kepadanya, maka tidak diterima solatnya selama empat puluh malam”. (Hadis sahih riwayat Muslim (7/37) dan Ahmad)

Telah bersabda Rasulullah sollallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam, “Maka janganlah kamu mendatangi peramal-
peramal nasib itu.”
(Sahih riwayat Muslim juz 7 hal. 35).

Telah bersabda Nabi shallallahu ‘
alaihi wa sallam, “
Sesungguhnya jampi-
jampi (mantera) dan guna-guna (sihir) itu adalah (hukumnya) syirik.”
(Hadis sahih riwayat Abu Daud (no. 3883), Ibnu Majah (no. 3530), Ahmad dan Hakim).

6-”Mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan sabar dan solat”. (Al Baqarah : 153)

Mintalah tolong kepada Allah dengan sabar dan solat. Tentunya agar datang pertolongan Allah, maka kita juga harus bersabar sesuai dengan Sunnah Nabi Sollallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam. Juga harus solat sesuai Sunnahnya dan terbebas dari bid’
ah-bid’ah.

7-“Kerana sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan, sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan”. (Alam Nasyrah : 5 –
6)

Ini juga janji Allah. Mungkin terasa bagi kita jodoh yang dinanti tidak kunjung tiba. Segalanya terasa sulit. Tetapi kita harus tetap berbaik sangka kepada Allah dan yakinlah bahwa sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan. Allah sendiri yang menegaskan dua kali dalam Surah An- Nasyrah.

8-“Hai orang-orang yang beriman jika kamu menolong (agama) Allah, nescaya Dia akan menolongmu dan meneguhkan kedudukanmu”
.(Muhammad : 7)

Supaya Allah Tabaraka wa Ta’ala menolong kita, maka kita tolong agama Allah. Baik dengan berinfak di jalan-Nya, membantu penyebaran dakwah Islam dengan penyebaran buletin atau buku-buku Islam,
membantu penyelenggaraan pengajian, dll. Dengan itu semoga Allah menolong kita.

9-“Sesungguhnya Allah pasti menolong orang yang menolong (agama)-
Nya.Sesungguhnya Allah benar-benar Maha Kuat lagi Maha Perkasa”. (Al Hajj : 40)

10-“Ingatlah, sesungguhnya pertolongan Allah itu amat dekat”
.(Al Baqarah : 214)

Itulah janji Allah. Dan Allah tidak akan menyalahi janjinya. Kalaupun Allah tidak / belum mengabulkan doa kita, tentu ada hikmah dan kasih sayang Allah yang lebih besar buat kita. Kita harus berbaik sangka kepada Allah. Inilah keyakinan yang harus ada pada setiap muslim dan muslimah.

Jadi, kenapa ragu dengan janji Allah?

Things you never put in your resume

2011-12-27T08:30:00.000+08:00

taken from:
http://financiallyfit.yahoo.com/finance/article-113810-11701-4-11-things-you-should-never-put-on-your-resume?ywaad=ad0035&nc

1. Get rid of the objective.
If you applied, it's already obvious you want the job.

2. Cut out all the irrelevant work experiences.
If you're still listing that prized shift leader position from your high school days, it's time to move on.
Yes, you might've been the "king of making milkshakes," but unless you're planning on redeeming that title, it's time to get rid of all that clutter.

3. Take a pass on the personal stuff: marital status, religious preference and Social Security numbers.
This might've been the standard in the past, but all of this information is now illegal for your employer to ask you so there's no need to include it. It will likely only hurt your chances of getting the position more than it would help you, says Catherine Jewell, author of the book "New Résumé, New Career."
[See also: Jobs That Died in 2011]
Another piece of personal information you should never include on your resume is your Social Security number, Sara Player, client support specialist for CareerBuilder.com, told us. Player isn't actually sure why people decide to include their social security numbers, but she knows she sees it all too often and it's unnecessary, not to mention, a little risky.

4. Don't let your resume exceed one page.
Yes, this might be difficult if you've had a lot of experience and you're proud of all of it. But just because you're proud doesn't mean it's necessarily relevant. Cut it down; employers don't have the time to read two whole pages.
CareerBuilder.com's Sara Player says: "Keep your work history short and to the point. When you describe what you have achieved while in the position, try putting it in bullet form and put what is most important first."

5. Don't list your hobbies.
"Nobody cares — it's not your facebook profile," Player says.
In other words, don't put anything on your resume that's irrelevant to your job. If it's not relevant, then it's a waste of space and a waste of the company's time.

6. Don't give them the chance to guess your age.
Yes, your age is included in personal data, but if you don't want to be discriminated from a position because of your age, it's time to remove your graduation date, says Catherine Jewell. Doug Hadley of Mansfield, Texas, told MSN that he's begun to leave out the fact that he's a published author: "I don't want to have to omit such things, but I feel as though I don't even get considered if they are on my resume." Sara Player advises to take out higher education if it's irrelevant to the position you're applying for or if you keep receiving rejection letters stating that you're overqualified.

7. Don't write your resume in the third person.
Charlotte Beckett, head of Digital at The Good Agency, told Linkedin.com that it's fine to write in first person in your opening statement, but the rest of your resume should be in bullet points, such as:
• Developed and delivered marketing strategies for a range of products. You should not write in the third person since the recruiter knows you're the one writing the resume.

8. Don't include references.
If your employers want to speak to your references, they'll ask you. Also, it's better if you have a chance to tell your references ahead of time that a future employer might be calling.If you say "references upon request" at the bottom of your resume, you're merely wasting a valuable line, says career coach Eli Amdur.

9. Don't include a less-than-professional email account.
Make a new one. It takes minutes and it's free.

10. There's no need to identify your phone number.
Amdur says there's no reason to put the word "phone" in front of the actual number.
"It's pretty silly. They know it's your phone number." The same rule applies to email.

11. Don't include your current business contact info.
Amdur writes at Northjersey.com:
"This is not only dangerous, it's stupid. Do you really want employers calling you at work? How are you going to handle that? Oh, and by the way, your current employer can monitor your e-mails and phone calls. So if you're not in the mood to get fired, or potentially charged with theft of services (really), then leave the business info off."

Lana Del Rey - Video Games

2011-12-26T09:00:00.000+08:00

this song is really something wen u listen n pay attention to the lyrics..her face mcm sgt oldies.. loike her a lotttttt!!!

Video Games

Swinging in the backyard
Pull up in your fast car
Whistling my name

Open up a beer
And you say get over here
And play a video game

I'm in his favorite sun dress
Watching me get undressed
Take that body downtown

I say you the bestest
Lean in for a big kiss
Put his favorite perfume on

Go play a video game

It's you, it's you, it's all for you
Everything I do
I tell you all the time
Heaven is a place on earth with you
Tell me all the things you want to do
I heard that you like the bad girls
Honey, is that true?
It's better than I ever even knew
They say that the world was built for two
Only worth living if somebody is loving you
Baby now you do

Singing in the old bars
Swinging with the old stars
Living for the fame

Kissing in the blue dark
Playing pool and wild darts
Video games

He holds me in his big arms
Drunk and I am seeing stars
This is all I think of

Watching all our friends fall
In and out of Old Paul's
This is my idea of fun
Playing video games

It's you, it's you, it's all for you
Everything I do
I tell you all the time
Heaven is a place on earth with you
Tell me all the things you want to do
I heard that you like the bad girls
Honey, is that true?
It's better than I ever even knew
They say that the world was built for two
Only worth living if somebody is loving you
Baby now you do

(Now you do)

It's you, it's you, it's all for you
Everything I do
I tell you all the time
Heaven is a place on earth with you
Tell me all the things you want to do
I heard that you like the bad girls
Honey, is that true?
It's better than I ever even knew
They say that the world was built for two
Only worth living if somebody is loving you
Baby now you do

I am thankful..

2011-12-23T08:30:00.000+08:00

FOR THE HUSBAND

WHO IS ON THE SOFA

BEING A COUCH POTATO,

BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME

AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS.

FOR THE TEENAGER

WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES

BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME,

NOT ON THE STREETS.

FOR THE TAXES I PAY

BECAUSE IT MEANS

I AM EMPLOYED.

FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY

BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE

BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS.

FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG

BECAUSE IT MEANS

I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.

FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK

BECAUSE IT MEANS

I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE

FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING,

WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING,

AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING

BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME.

FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING

I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT

BECAUSE IT MEANS

WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH..

FOR THE PARKING SPOT

I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT

BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING

AND I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION.

FOR MY HUGE HEATING BILL

BECAUSE IT MEANS

I AM WARM.

FOR THE LADY BEHIND ME IN CHURCH

WHO SINGS OFF KEY BECAUSE IT MEANS

I CAN HEAR.

FOR THE PILE OF LAUNDRY AND IRONING

BECAUSE IT MEANS

I HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR.

FOR WEARINESS AND ACHING MUSCLES

AT THE END OF THE DAY

BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN

CAPABLE OF WORKING HARD.

FOR THE ALARM THAT GOES OFF

IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS

BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM ALIVE.

taken from : http://bestquotesfb.blogspot.com

there's a reason behind His decision..

2011-12-22T10:02:00.001+08:00

Selepas ketawa pasti menyusul air mata

Selepas nestapa pasti kegembiraan menjelma

Selepas Allah berikan kita gelap pasti akan datang terang

Allah berikan terang untuk bersyukur

Allah berikan kita gelap untuk bersabar

Kadang-kadang Allah beri kita hujan

Kita tanya mana matahari

Rupa-rupanya Allah nak bagi kita pelangi

Kadang-kadang Allah beri kita malam yang pekat

Kita tanya mana bulan???

Rupa-rupanya Allah nak bagi kita lihat bintang

Allah patahkan hati kita untuk selamatkan jiwa kita

Allah patahkan hati kita untuk kuatkan diri kita

i have always reminded myself that semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya.. ade hikmah kenapa my parents scolded me wen i was young.. kalau tak aku tatau aku jd ape skang.. ade hikmah i had a fight with my mom sbb die nk soh aku amek TESL.. kalau tak i am not a teacher now.. plenty of stories to be told here.. but i shall not write.. i have always take everything positive (ok i lie..well sometimes not.. hehe).. sometimes i think it's useless to cry over spilt milk.. we cant rewind what has passed kan? we can just improvise.. past is past.. let bygone be bygone.. Allah has His own reason for making all of this happened.. kan?

a note to self..

2011-12-22T08:30:00.000+08:00

wordless wednesday..

2011-12-21T14:00:00.000+08:00

p/s: i secretly wish to own these huge Chanel collections in my wardrobe.. one day insya Allah..

pic credits to Redmummy and Purseblog and Google

don't give up on anything..

2011-12-20T10:00:00.000+08:00

got this from a friend..

Saat hati berkata "INGIN", namun qadar Allâh berkata "TUNGGU"...

Saat air mata "MENITIS", namun qadar Allâh berkata"TERSENYUMLAH"...

Saat segala nya terasa "MEMBOSANKAN", namun qadar Allâh berkata "TERUSLAH MELANGKAH"...

Happy birthday baby! delayed

2011-12-14T13:00:00.000+08:00

altho it's a lil bit late for this entry, i still wana publish it.. meant to publish it on his birthday, tp byk sgt kojenye.. jd delay la..

happy birthday sayang! i'm not good in arranging words.. but here goes..

no matter how old you are, (ohh.. dh 30 dh kannnnnnn??)
i will always love u..
no matter how bad the gray hair on you head,
i will always love u..
no matter what..

xoxo,
ur wifey who hasnt reached her BIG 3 O yet.. *grin*

wordless wednesday

2011-12-07T12:41:00.001+08:00

saye rindu dgn bau kete ni.. =( (eh? i tot it shud be wordless? hehe)

Kemarahan...

2011-12-06T08:00:00.000+08:00

some good words to start of your day..

Kita menempiaskan 99% kemarahan walau kepada orang yang paling kita cintai. Dan akibatnya
adalah penyesalan. Seringkali penyesalan itu datang di kemudiannya, akibatnya setelah kita menyedari kesalahan kita, semua sudah terlambat….

Kerana itu, jagalah dan sayangilah orang yang dicintai dengan sepenuh hati… Sebelum mengucapkan sesuatu berfikirlah dahulu, apakah kata kata yang kamu ucapkan akan menyakiti orang yang dicintai? Kira merasakanakan menyakitinya, sebaiknya jangan pernah dilafazkan. Kerana semakinbesar risiko untuk kehilangan orang yang dicintai.

Jadi berfikirlah, apakah kata-kata yang akan dilafazkan sebanding dengan akibat yang akan diterima??

which one to choose..

2011-12-05T08:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday,my husband and i were discussing about choosing the best in our lives.. it was all started wen he read one of his friend's status in FB.. then we talked about it.. it's all about making decision which is the best for us.. i still remember about him choosing between UMT and UMP.. it's really hard for him as this uni offered him with a good pay and the other one not.. too many things that we have to choose in our lives.. to get married or to still enjoy the best of life, to eat or not to eat, to stay or not to stay, to buy or not to buy and many more..i told him, when i decided to get married to him, it is really hard to make that decision.. because in that situation, i have to choose between a friend (x-boyfriend) that i have known for 7 years and him(my husband) who i know nothing about.. it's a risk i told him..

after i broke up with my xbf, i felt deeply devastated to know that my relationship with him has ended.. it's a big lie kalau ckp kte tak frust.. my husband knows all the story.. he was with me.. and my relationship with my husband that time was a rebound actually.. tempat utk melepaskan rase sunyi and marah.. sbb aku rase aku nk time off sbb asyik bergaduh over the same thing.. tapi suddenly aku terpikir, sampai bile aku nk mcm ni.. i told my mom about it.. i did my solat istikharah.. and refuse to get in touch with both of them.. it was hard really, but i have to.. after a few days, God has decided that my husband is the one for me.. at first, i denied His decision.. i called my x bf, telling him the decision..i told him baik buruk yg mendatang, biar aku telan.. sbb ni keputusan yg aku buat.. i have to say goodbye to our 5 years relationship eventho that's the hardest thing to do in my life.. yes, ppl might say i'm crazy and tade hati perut to let the relationship ended.. but what to do.. i am tired already.. fought over the same thing.. makan hati over the same thing.. that was a history to be kept la kan? the next day i told my husband about that decision and ask him to meet my parents.. and the story goes sampai la skang..

i'm writing this bkn nk bkk luka lame tp just to share that Allah has promised something in the future.. aku slalu mengingatkan diri aku yg sgale yg berlaku ada hikmah.. yes its hard to choose especially when the other person is that someone yg u knal for a shorter time compared to the other one.. i hope that my x-bf is happy with his life now.. at least, kalau die ade gf, she wont suffer the thing yg i telan.. insya Allah.. and i always tell my husband to doakan yg terbaik utk his ex-tunang.. walaupon both of them tade jodoh.. Allah dh tentukan jodoh kite dgn siape and sampai bile.. Allah dh tulis everything for our lives.. kite cuma perlu berusaha.. my life now is alhamdulillah.. dikurniakan seorg putera yg jadi penawar and racun in our lives.. utk esk? i'll strive for the best for my life.. insya Allah..

credit to My Attitude - My Life - My Rules

"Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead" - Adele

Adam is 2 today!

2011-11-27T16:31:00.001+08:00

today marks adam's 2nd birthday.. but unfortunately, he is not feeling very well.. food poisoning tak abes2.. shian baby mummy nih.. at the moment of writing.. he is sleeping sbb rsnye dh letih sgt asek berak2 since thurs.. penangan nasi ayam penyet from Bandung.. will write about our trip to Bandung later..

time flies so fast.. adam is already 2.. aku rase mcm br sgt aku pregnant and gave birth to this lil boy.. ppl dh keep asking, adam nk tambah adik bile? it's in the plan.. but tatau nk implement bile.. wahaha.. mcm rancangan malaysia ke 10 plak kan? he has been our penawar and racun for these past 2 years.. buasnye toksah nk kate la.. mummy ngan ayah penat tapi tak gak kurus2.. anaknye plak yg makin kurus.. hehe..

at his age ni, he talks a lot.. slalu berebut mummy ngan Pakteh n Paksu.. mummy sape.. mummy Adam.. kalau both uncles dkt ngan mummy.. he will say payohhh (read: tak payah).. time die sgt jinak ngan mummy, he will tarik my face rapat to his face and say.. mummy adam.. sangat suke tgk lori jual old newspaper.. he will call it aci ame (read: besi lama) cuz the lorry angkut besi lame skali.. kalau ajak mandi tak nak.. tp bile dh masuk bathroom, tanak kuar even dh tutup lampu n pintu n biar die dlm gelap.. die boleh sambung main air..

well.. mcm2 nk tulis psl adam.. tp tibe2 otak mummy jem.. hehe.. till then.. bye!

Something you don't leave the house without

2011-10-24T08:00:00.000+08:00

it's a terbengkalai post actually.. dh berkurun tak publish2 lg.. huhu.. so here goes..

1) my purse
- disini lah tersimpan segale harta karun seperti resit2 lame, bankcards, IC, License, MyKid and Bonuslink.. haha..

2) Handphone
- sudah kewajipan.. nk2 kalau ke ofc atau ke kelas.. takut2 emergency.. tp kalau kuar ngan encik suami, tak bwk pon takpe..

3)kunci rumah & kunci kete..
- nih harus la kan?? hehe..

4) Adam's bag
- nih kalau kuar ngan si kecik la.. penah skali tak bwk bag die.. die terberak plak dlm kete.. pdhal nk kua g bank je.. en ayah terpakse membeli pampers, air mineral and wet wipes from 7E.. lps tu tobat dh.. tak penah lupe bwk beg die..

purse yg bersepah2 harte karunnye..

Stereo Hearts

2011-10-23T16:50:00.000+08:00

love this song so much.. especially the wordings.. tp most of it sbb Adam Levine and Travie McCoy.. shomellsssss.. told u i have a thing for tattoed guys.. suke tgk la.. nak mampos jatuh cinte? kalau tak kne pancung dek en suami, ngan mak aku sah2 kne punye.. hehe.. basically, what i understand about this song is this guy meluahkan perasaan thru songs.. aku rase sume org pon cenggitu.. kalau rindu, bagi lagu rindu.. kalau putus cinte, bagi lagu putus cinte.. kalau lagu menyesal, bg lagu disini menyesal.. but what i dont understand is, mase wedding reception, DJ slalu psg lagu2 yg tak kne.. hal ini telah dibahaskan oleh rakan twitter ku @Izyahya.. i cudnt agree with her more abt this subject.. ade ke psg lagu Tenda Biru or Pelamin Anganku Musnah ms kawen? inconsiderate betul.. psg la lagu2 kawen ke, lagu Dealova ke.. ini all those heartbroken songs... so, bakal2 pengantin, plz make a good song selections supaye org tidak mengate di kendian hari.. so guys.. aku dh melalut.. enjoy this song!

"Stereo Hearts"
(feat. Adam Levine)

[Adam Levine:]
My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te
Make me your radio
And turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

[Travie McCoy:]
Gym Class Heroes baby!
If I was just another dusty record on the shelf
Would you blow me off and play me like everybody else?
If I asked you to scratch my back, could you manage that?
Like yea [scratched], check it Travie, I can handle that
Furthermore, I apologize for any skipping tracks
It's just the last girl that played me left a couple cracks
I used to used to used to, now I'm over that
'Cause holding grudges over love is ancient artifacts

If I could only find a note to make you understand
I'd sing it softly in your ear and grab you by the hand
Just keep it stuck inside your head, like your favorite tune
And know my heart's a stereo that only plays for you

[Chorus:]
My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te
Make me your radio
And turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh to sing along to my stereo

[Travie McCoy:]
Let's go!
If I was an old-school fifty pound boombox (remember them?)
Would you hold me on your shoulder wherever you walk
Would you turn my volume up in front of the cops (turn it up)
And crank it higher everytime they told you to stop
And all I ask is that you don't get mad at me
When you have to purchase mad D batteries
Appreciate every mixtape your friends make
You never know we come and go like on the interstate

I think I finally found a note to make you understand
If you can hit it, sing along and take me by the hand
Just keep me stuck inside your head, like your favorite tune
You know my heart's a stereo that only plays for you

[Chorus:]
My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te
Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh to sing along to my stereo

[Bridge:]
I only pray you'll never leave me behind (never leave me)
Because good music can be so hard to find (so hard to find)
I take your hand and hold it closer to mine
Thought love was dead, but now you're changing my mind

[Chorus:]
My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te
Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh (Gym Class Heroes baby!) to sing along to my stereo

Yeah

blog bersawang pt 2..

2011-09-20T08:00:00.000+08:00

ohh.. dh lame aku tak menulis blog.. haha.. lemak di segale tpt sudah tepu.. well.. just now, aku ade bace satu blog ni.. i'm kinda loyal reader to this blog.. thanks to my colleague cik elly yg memperkenalkan aku pd blog yg lawak die agak kasar tp sebenarnye mempunyai maksud tersendiri.. hahaha.. to that blog owner, as i promised, i give u credit kan?? aku tanak ckp banyak.. plz read her entry yg aku kopipes dan dah mintak kebenaran die utk share..her entry is about jealousy among friends.. jealousy is healthy.. but too much of it will kill u inside kan? aku pon seorang yg kuat jeles gak.. tp jeles aku bertempat dan sihat.. dulu statement aku "Jealous is so not my thing".. mase berbf gf, boleh pakai la.. seriously, aku jrg sgt la nk jeles2 kalau (mase tu ye) BF aku rapat ngan kwn2 perempuan die.. kecuali la kalau perempuan itu mendatangkan mudarat pd relationship tu.. haha.. tp dh lps kawen.. isk.. I rest my case la ye? hahaha.. nnt En suami gelak kt i.. muahahaha... korg phm2 sndiri la..

during our kindy years.. kte mesti penah ckp.. "jgn kawan ngan die awak, die jahat".. lalu, berlari2 la kwn kte tu menangis mengadu kt mak ayah die.. mase skolah rendah plak lain jeles die.. clasm8 kte ade brg2 cap Garfield.. kite mesti sibuk ajak mak ayah kte ke kedai utk membeli brg yg same.. masuk skolah menengah pulak jeles tgk bestfriend kte mase sekolah rendah rapat ngan kwn baru.. wahaha.. mase keje laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagi la lain jelesnye.. "uishh.. org tu beli kete baru la".. die pon sibuk nk bli gak.. pade aku sikap ni tade kesudahan.. it will show dat u r making fool of urself.. org bli tu, die nk bli gak.. org ade kaler tin, die pon nk ade gak.. lps tu melebih2 sampai jatuh ke perangai membazir.. astaghfirullahalazim.. Jauhkan la aku dr sikap yg tak sihat ni.. dlm blog ni aku plg suke tang ayat laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaast skali.. (hint: aku tak penah ade kaler 24 or 36.. lbh2 lagi dlm tin..) sian kt aku kan? mak aku soh aku pakai kaler yg 12 yg pendek punye.. isk isk isk.. mak aku kate nk kaler byk2 watpe? bkn awk gune pon.. dh darjah 6 br aku merase pakai kaler 12 yg panjang yg cap Faber Castell tu.. alaaaa.. yg boleh jd water color tu.. huhu.. sedih kan? haha *gelak sambil nk nanges*

so here goes.. blog cik epal ijau yg santek.. i kopipes blog akak tau.. kalau korang nk bace, boleh click di SINI..

Kelmarin aku tweet dengan CPM and Mummy_Jade pasal ada member-member yang jeles.
Tak sangka rupanya ramai manusia-manusia yang takde life dalam dunia ni.

Membuatkan aku semakin realize dengan sorang member (member ke macam ni??) yang dalam pada nak buat baik dengan aku tu, semakin nampak jelesnya kat aku. Kalau setakat 'kawan baik' aku tu, aku tak heran sangat. Sebab aku pun bukan kenal dia sangat, kenal thru laki aku je. But aku takleh terima kalau orang yang jeles tu adelah kawan aku sendiri. Nak pulak kalau kawan tu kawan yang kita dah kenal like forever.

Benda macam ni selalu sangat jadi.
Pernah jadi kat aku.
Pernah jadi kat kawan kepada kawan aku.
Pernah jadi kat En Wan sendiri.
And mungkin jugak jadi kat korang.

Korang pernah ada experience berkawan punyalah lama dengan sorang ni time uni/skolah, tapi bila masing-masing dah keje, dah kawen, orang tu tend nak beat kau dalam semua hal. Kalau betul kau hebat aku takde hal. Ni bangsa yang kau sebenarnya takde apa sangat nak ditonjolkan tapi punyalah bangsatnya perangai, sampai sanggup mengada-adakan cerita. Hajat tu nak bagi orang impress la kan, tau-tau orang menyampah.

Orang macam ni selalunya dia akan bersembang tu konon-konon macam dia taknak ambik tau pasal kau la, tapi ujung-ujung korek. Contoh :

Scene 1

Dia : Eh, kau 10 tahun ada dah kat kompeni skarang?

Aku : Lebih kurang la.

Dia : Wahhhh. Dah manager la kot eh? -----> korek-korek 1.

Aku : Takde la. Tempat aku ramai lagi senior. Dorang naikkan senior dulu la.

Dia : Ohhh, asistant manager la kot niiiiii --------> korek-korek 2.

Aku : Takde la, aku senior exec je.

Dia : Dah 10 tahun keje pun still senior lagi? Iskk, kalau kat tempat aku, kau dah boleh naik AM dah ni ------> dalam ertikata lain "aku lagi tinggi position dari kau".

Aku : Wahhh, manager dah kau?

Dia : Ala, manager pun gaji aku ciput je. Tak sampai 20K dia bayar aku.

**yawnnnn**

Tapi bila mintak bisnes kad manjang je dah habis.

Scene 2

Dia : Eh, kau beli rumah lain eh?

Aku : Ha'ah.

Dia : Rumah banglo eh? -------> korek-korek 3 (tapi dalam hati berdoa mintak-mintak dia beli rumah teres je).

Aku : Tak la teres je.

Dia : Berapa kau beli rumah tu?

Aku : 700K

Dia : Eh, sama lah! Aku pun beli rumah baru gak, 700 lebih. ------> dia mesti lebih dari kau punya.

Aku : Oh ye ke? Bila nak pindah?

Dia : Tak sure lagi.

Tapi sampai ke sudah dia tak pindah-pindah.

Scene 3

Dia : Anak kau berapa dah?

Aku : 4

Dia : 4 dah? Pehhhh...pakai MPV la kot ni? ------> korek-korek 4.

Aku : Takde keje aku nak beli MPV, pakai keta biasa je sudah.

Dia : Alah, angkat je la Alphard satu. Baru 200K. Selesa. Bawak sedap je -----> nak bgtau dia pakai Alphard okkkk.

Aku : Nanti-nanti la beli MPV. BMW aku baru je dapat semalam.

DANGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!

Kalau kau perasan, orang-orang macam ni dia suka pandang rendah kat kita. Dia tak pernah ada rasa :

- 'oh, dia beli rumah teres tapi mungkin ini rumah dia yang ke empat kot'

- 'dia pakai Kancil ni untuk jalan-jalan dekat je, kat rumah dia ada 4 bijik lagi kereta'

- 'dia just senior executive kat tempat keje tapi mungkin dia ada buat keje part time yang lain'.

Kepala hotak dia tu asik nak pandang orang rendah je sebab glabah nak tonjolkan diri sendiri.

Kepada orang-orang begini especially kawan aku tu, semakin kau try hard untuk mengorek pasal aku at the same time meng-up-kan diri kau, semakin jelas aku nampak yang kau sebenarnya takde apa-apa pun. Kau cuma ada bodoh je.

Sebab??

Sebab kau sebenarnya dah bagitau pada semua orang apa yang kau ada.
Dan benda yang kau ada tu semuanya benda biasa bagi orang lain.
Paling kesian bila benda yang kau ada adelah benda yang aku tak kisah pun kalau aku tak ada.

Sedih kan.
Kau ye ye je jaja kat orang yang kau ada ni, kau dapat ni, kau earn banyak ni, ujung-ujung aku buat muka selenga. Dalam hati aku cakap 'Kesiannnn, baru nak merasa'.

Nangis.

Rentikan ok tebiat macam ni?
Buruk sangat.
Nampak very the budak-budak Darjah 2 Putih.
Like 'Kita ada pensel kaler Luna 24 batang, awak ada?'

'Eleh, kita pun ada la kaler pensil Luna 24 batang. Mak kita beli yang dalam tin punya!'

Duhh!

I Wish You Were Here..

2011-09-19T21:56:00.000+08:00

"Wish You Were Here"

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Linkin Park is one superb band!

2011-07-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

check diz vid out! i stumbled upon diz vid ms nk search for Adele songs.. suddenly ade cover song by Linkin Park.. Bennington's voice is fuckin awesome.. despite all the jerit2 nk terkeluar anak tekak voice.. tetibe ade suare lemah gemalai.. eheh.. enjoy the song!

Adele

2011-07-06T12:42:00.000+08:00

no no no.. it's not a typo.. i don't want to spell my name Adela.. but Adele.. cantik kan die? i juz love her voice.. it's deep.. she's a bit meaty but who cares, she has a superb voice.. usually, the meaty ppl nih suare die sdap.. Dina, Adele, Jeniffer Hudson(well, not meaty anymore), Adibah Noor and many2 more.. she wrote her own songs.. among 'Rolling in the deep', 'Someone Like You'.. my sister in law loves her so much.. i begin to love Adele too.. definitely will get her album later.. tak puas la dgr her voice.. i've tried to look for other vclip of Adele (i mean selain Rolling in the Deep).. diz is the best quality i found.. enjoy listening!

Adele – Someone Like You Lyrics

I heard
That you’re settled down
That you
Found a girl
And your
Married now

I heard
That your dreams came true
I guess she gave you things
I didn’t give to you

Oh friend
Why you so shy
Ain’t like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn’t stay away I couldn’t fight it
I hoped you’d see my face and be reminded
That for me
It isn’t over

Nevermind
I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best
For you too
Don’t forget me
I beg
I’ll remember you still
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
Yeah

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and bred
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn’t stay away I couldn’t fight it
I hoped you’d see my face and be reminded
That for me
It isn’t over

Nevermind
I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best
For you too
Don’t forget me
I beg
I’ll remember you still
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
And memories made
Who would have known
How bittersweet
This would taste

Nevermind
I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best
For you too
Don’t forget me
I beg
I’ll remember you still
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Day 14 - A TV show you're currently addicted to

2011-06-23T12:22:00.000+08:00

love this tv series because of the actor.. matt bomer it is.. sangat la hot dan sexy dan matenye tajam menikam.. kalau cte nih kua kt Fox TV.. aku akan melekat kt tv tu smp abes.. en suami pon same.. hehe..

haaaaa... nih pon same.. suke rachel ray sbb mulut die becok dan tak berenti bercakap sambil2 memasak tu.. tgn die pon laju je.. huhu.. best2!!

Day 13 - A photo of your favorite band or artist

2011-06-23T12:05:00.000+08:00

haha.. dh lame btol blog aku ni bersawang.. my 30 days challenge is the hangats2 ciken poo.. huhu.. takpelahh.. aku truskan jugak challenge ini sbb aku tatau nk watpe ni..

so, i have a lot of fav bands/artists.. cannot choose lahh.. might as well i put sum of the pics la kan?? ok here goes..

yes sir.. incubus.. i admit that i dont listen to all of their songs.. xcept in the 'Light Grenades' album.. but i love them.. they're comin to Malaysia nxt month and i couldnt go.. sudah jd mummy.. takleh la nk huha2 g concert.. hehe.. tp kalau aku kt KL, aku redah je.. heret skali en suami walaupun die tak layan Incubus nih.. what i like the most in this band is their front man.. Brandon Boyd.. cute even with tattoos all over the body.. i love men with tattoos.. certain type of tattoos la.. bkn nye yg penuh smp ke muke mcm Lil Wayne.. hehe.. tapi itu sume suke2 tgk je.. nk mampos utk dijadikan laki? mmg kne pancung ngan mak bapak aku.. eh, tapi en suami saye ade 'tattoos' kan? hehe..

haaa.. ini pon saye minat.. setiap lagu mereka saye hapal.. hehe.. lagu2 mereka tidak pernah mengecewakan saya.. semasa saya di universiti, saya hampir2 membeli tiket utk ke showcase mereka di sebuah hotel.. tetapi, ada hal yang menghalang.. saya sangat sedih.. huhu.. terima kasssseyyyyyyy!!!!

ok.. nih yg last.. i like him because he is so dem sexayyyy.. pardon me for the pic.. sbb tu aku letak gamba nih gamba yg last.. hehe.. nmpk la sopan kalau die appear kt NetworkedBlog di FB.. ok.. nuff said!! thanks for reading!

Day 12 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is

2011-05-03T16:31:00.001+08:00

happy to say that i am Mohd Shafeirul Zaman's wife for 2 years++ now.. alhamdulillah.. we face a lot of ups and downs ever since.. sape la yg tak penah gaduh kan? sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit.. ini pulak suami isteri.. ececece.. usually.. kalau gaduh, i'll end up crying.. aku salah ke.. die salah ke.. wahaha.. mesti aku dulu la yg nangies.. pastu mule la masing2 wat muke sombong konon2 tak nak pujuk.. lps tu melepet due2 nanges.. suami saye nih penyedih orangnye.. (tu mak cakap ye? bkn i..)

i met him in KPTM.. mase tu i wuz still in relationship with my previous bf.. didnt like him at first.. sombong gile okehh bdk demukk nih.. tu la.. org kate jgn tak suke kt org.. nnt kte suke plak kt org tuh.. hehe.. so.. there u go.. saye kawen dgn bdk demukk yg sombong yg saye tak suke tuh.. muah muah muah..

ini adalah suami saye yg penyedih itu.. eheh.. i luv u bibi..

Day 11 - A photo of your favorite memory

2011-05-02T16:03:00.001+08:00

*WARNING*
entry nih banyakkkkkkk sangat gamba.. hehe..

the day he let go of his little girl..


after akad nikah (nampak tak muke horny due2 bdk gemuk nih?? hehe..)

2 lines in a window..

his first picture..

contraction is in progress..

muke sblm di induce.. hehe..

'tailoring' in progress.. luv you dr moc!

1st hero

Day 10 - A photo of your favorite place to eat

2011-05-01T15:56:00.001+08:00

oh yeah!! Chilli's it is.. makanan yang sangat sihat dengan reasonable price.. Triple Play and Mushroom Jack come to mummy.. *drooling*

tp kalau kt kuantan.. kdai rojak bwh pokok ceri kt bandar tu. kdai rojak kt umah mama and foodcourt Giant kuantan.. cari nasi n ikan bakar portugis.. i've never missed eating that.. yumm2..

Day 9 - A photo of the item you last purchased

2011-04-30T15:40:00.000+08:00

adam's pjs.. bought 3 pairs.. one of them is A9.. couldnt resist the cuteness.. hehe..

Day 8 - Your dream wedding

2011-04-29T13:26:00.005+08:00

i love this entry.. i have a lot of ideas wen i was about to get married to my husband.. tapi sbb kite tak menyumbang duit.. maka kite ikut la idea yg menyumbang duit.. hehe.. some of the ideas are..

beach wedding.. yes i know panas.. sbb tu la ade beach wedding dress.. jett mengade nk pakai dress segale la tu.. wehehe..

yess i know i'm fat.. but i dun care.. it is juz a dream kann?

with flower girls wit me.. ecece.. feeling ala2 marion caunter kamu ye zetti? eheh..

this dais is goin to be placed sumwer shady untuk mengelakkan panas dan hitam berkarat ye puan2? eh apsal plak takleh? Marion ngan Nasa tu bwk si Razak Ahmad from Flora etc tu ke Maldives boleh plak? kau ade duit ke jet nk bwk sgale kusi tu ke Maldives? erkk.. terdiam...

tables for guests.. memandangkan nk wat beach wedding, invitations are limited kan? so takyah la ngengade nk wat canopy sampai sepuluh.. keep it simple and sweet..

p/s: en suami, meh kte repeat reception nak? wahaha.. feeling2 ala Mariah Carey and Nick Cannon nk renew vow every year.. hehe..

Day 7 - A photo of an animal you'd love to keep as a pet

2011-04-28T13:25:00.001+08:00

haha.. mesti marah kan? tapi kalau Islam membenarkan kite membela ini makhluk.. i will definitely take him/her as my pet.. hehe.. tapi aku rase.. baik i'll stick to cat je kann??

comel rase nak gigit2 die kann?? huhu..

Day 6 - A song to match your mood

2011-04-27T13:08:00.002+08:00

at this moment of writing, i'm listening to Snow Patrol - Run.. the song never bores me.. huhu.. enjoy the vid!!

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Day 5 - What makes you different from everyone else?

2011-04-26T13:08:00.000+08:00

diz is a delay entry.. huhu.. what makes me diff from others?? let me see.. hmmm...

that is so me.. if i get hungry.. i can eat non-stop.. my fav makan place is Chilli's cuz they served makanan in big portion.. i love Mushroom Jack and Triple Play..yumm2.. thinking of it making me hungry oredi.. dem!!

Day 4 - Your favorite photo of your best friend

2011-04-25T09:00:00.002+08:00

i have so ramai bestfriend.. but this one is my bestest of all.. hehe..

he is my best friend, my confidante, my teman bergaduh, and he is my husband.. hehe.. for him i risk everything..

Day 3 - Your idea of the perfect first date..

2011-04-24T09:00:00.002+08:00

oh?? a perfect first date?? hurmm... ape ye??

strolling along the beach and having a quiet dinner with him.. but sadly, my husband and i never did dat.. huhu.. if i could turn back time, i would do dat.. =)

i wish we can do this wen we get old.. tapi orang malaysia ni tau la.. kalau nmpk org tua pegang2 tangan.. mesti ade negative connotation.. buang tebiat btol! huhu..

Day 2 - Your favorite movie

2011-04-23T09:00:00.015+08:00

hurm.. my favourite movie? lots of it too.. some of them are..

kalau br lps putus cinte.. aku rase takyah la tgk cte nih.. nnt jd cam aku.. wawawa.. mesti aku kne gelak ngan en suami lps die bace entry ni.. kan bibi? but this film is superb.. my 2nd time jatuh cinte ngan Gerard Butler after 300.. the film touches your heart deep you know.. pegi la cr movie nih.. aku rase macam nk repeat tgk cte nih ngan en suami.. buleh nangis same2 kan?? eheh..

second movie dat i loike is..

saye suke shane west dlm cte nih.. knape die sgt sexy?? oh dem!!!!

Day 1 - Your favorite song

2011-04-22T10:35:00.001+08:00

i have a lot of favourite songs.. tatau nk pilih mane.. for now, i like to listen to maroon 5.. so, this will be my favourite song.. Never Gonna Leave This Bed..

i'm in love with Adam Levine and his Victoria Secret model gf in this vid.. sexayy!!!! enjoy the video readers!!

30 days challenge!

2011-04-22T10:35:00.000+08:00

i read mummy zatty's blog the other day and found diz entry.. mcm menarek untuk dibuat.. at least tade la bersawang blog kan? hehe.. =)

here is the 30 day challenge..

Day 1 - Your favorite song
Day 2 - Your favorite movie
Day 3 - Your idea of the perfect first date
Day 4 - Your favorite photo of your best friend
Day 5 - What makes you different from everyone else?
Day 6 - A song to match your mood
Day 7 - A photo of an animal you'd love to keep as a pet
Day 8 - Your dream wedding
Day 9 - A photo of the item you last purchased
Day 10 - A photo of your favorite place to eat
Day 11 - A photo of your favorite memory
Day 12 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is
Day 13 - A photo of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 - A TV show you're currently addicted to
Day 15 - Something you don't leave the house without
Day 16 - Short term goals for this month and why
Day 17 - How you hope your future will be like
Day 18 - 5 things that irritate ME about opposite/same sex
Day 19 - A photo of something you want to do before you die
Day 20 - The meaning behind your blog name
Day 21 - A photo of something that makes you happy
Day 22 - A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 23 - 15 facts about you
Day 24 - A photo of something that means a lot to you
Day 25 - Who are you?
Day 26 - A photo of somewhere you want to go
Day 27 - What kind of person attracts you?
Day 28 - In this past month, what have you learned?
Day 29 - Something you could never tired of doing
Day 30 - A photo of yourself today + 3 good things that have happened in the past 30 days

so, i will start today.. oyomatgeksetgo!!! (read: on your mark, get set, GO!!) huhu..

tagged by Suya..

2011-04-13T12:38:00.000+08:00

Do you sing in the shower?always and all the time.. except kalau adam tdo.. mummy 'sedap' voice will make him awake.. eheh..
What song?any songs that come across my mind..
Do you believe in love at first sight? nope..
What was the name of your first pet? timot i think.. it's a cat..
What is the last movie that you saw at the cinema? Hantu Kak Limah kot..
Are you a morning person or a night owl? i used to be a nightowl.. suke tdo lmbt.. ble dh jd mummy nih.. mummy ikut adam tdo.. plg awal skang ni lps isya' dh selamat belayar dh.. tggl la ayah sorg2 tgk tv.. hehe..
If you could go anywhere in the world for a vacation, where would you go? Australia and Europe country..
Do you always wear a seatbelt? haha.. good question.. after i met my husband, he made me pakai seat belt everytime masuk kete.. sumtimes nk g kdai dpn pon i wear a seatbelt.. time to bucke up people!
What is your ringtone? Total Eclipse of the Heart (Glee Cast)
What curse word do you use the most? depends in what situation.. dpn students lain.. dpn kwn lain.. hehe..
Flip flops or sneakers? sneakers.. kaki tak santekk..
What color is your room? white.
How many hours of sleep do you need to function?tricky question.. overslept kire acceptable tak? i is the kaki tido okehh??
Are you picky about spelling and grammar? Yes, I am sangat2..
Do you sleep on your side, tummy, or back? segale mcm positions.. wen i wuz pregnant, i conquer the katil.. hehe..
What is your favorite TV show? can put more than 1 or not? Bones, White Collar (Matthew Bommer is yummilicious!!), Hawaii Five-O, Criminal Minds, Lie To Me (Tim Roth is ohsem!!)Castle,NCIS and CSI..
What is the weather like? Cloudy..
Are you shy around the opposite sex? well.. if it was the first time meeting, yes i am shy (ptuihh!! malu la sgt!!).. tapi kalau dh sangat2 knal.. maka saya tidak malu2 lagi.. ecehh..
How often do you remember your dreams? depending on what dream la.. kalau mimpi best almost satu hari gak terpikir.. if it was a nightmare.. trus delete laa.. huhu..
Do you think people talk about you behind your back? well who doesn't? *rolling eyes*

I am tagging:

mummyuyu (plz read her blog.. sgt byk recipes)
mummy Q
and sape2 yg nak buat tag ni..

2nd anniversary..

2011-03-13T16:49:00.000+08:00

diz is my post-anniversary entry.. hehe.. selepas 2 weeks br nk post ye zetti? hehe.. as in today, i've been married to en mohd shafeirul zaman bin abd majid (try read it in 1 breath.. i dare you!) for 2 yrs and 13 days.. alhamdulillah.. we have our ups and downs in marriage.. and alhamdulillah we survive in it.. being with him made me be a lil bit more independent.. he's the one that listen to all my problems whether it is work-related or friend-related.. i'm not good in arranging words but.. it might be worth a shot..

dear husband,
thank you for loving me for 2 years and 13 days.. thank you for being there in every part of my life.. thank you for lending me your ears when i'm nagging.. thank you for being my shoulder when i cried.. thank you for being a good friend, husband and ayah to me, adam and our future family members.. and to all those.. i wish you happy 2nd anniversary.. i love you so very much! this song goes to us and many many years to come..

p/s: bibi jgn nangis ye? hehe.. suami saye ni penyedih orangnye.. =)

SEDETIK LEBIH

Setiap nafas yang dihembus

Setiap degupan jantung

Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Dalam sedar dibuai angan

Dalam tidur dan khayalan

Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Ternyata ku perlukan cinta dari dirimu sayang

Barulah terasa ku bernyawa

Kasihku…ku amat mencintai kamu

Kerana kau beri erti hidup

Ku kan terus mencinta sedetik lebih selepas selamanya

Di kala penuh ketakutan dengan badai kehidupan

Ku bersyukur adanya kamu

Biarlah kehilangan semua yang dimiliki di dunia

Asal masih adanya kamu

spider webbed entry..

2011-03-10T15:56:00.000+08:00

*sigh*

why did i start my entry with that word? i am so fuckin lazy to update my blog.. like super lazy!! been reading a lot of stuff lately.. blogs, magazines, gossip column(don't u juz love to be bzbody? hehe), FB, and many2 more.. i feel like so tepu to even update my blog.. one of my dear reader Mommy Qast even leave a comment in my blog saying that i havent been updating for quite ages.. very true.. i have a lot of drafts that havent been published.. i even havent written my anniversary entry yet.. sorry bibi...

so what now? Ipad 2 is coming soon.. 25th March i guess.. my husband and i are dying to have 1 (doesnt matter the ol Ipad or Ipad 2).. well, he actually is in the process of doing a research in implementing Ipad in language classroom.. insya Allah.. so dat's why he is eyeing for it.. aku cume menumpang nengok je.. wehehe.. being an Apple user (iPod video 4th gen) for quite a while.. bley la aku menolong die to get all the info he needs.. insya Allah.. so iPad 2 is thinner and lighter and faster too.. but we'll juz have to wait for the price.. our dearly Tan Sri Steve Job who is so kurus wen he reveal this gadget has been diagnosed with terminal Pancreatic cancer.. "The new photos show him looking painfully frail and weak, with his jeans and dark top hanging loosely on his six-feet-two-inches, frail body, the Daily Mail reported. The pictures were not yet available online, but Jobs's weight is said to have dropped from a pre-cancer 175 pounds to 130 pounds now, according to the National Enquirer".

right now at the moment of speaking, both of us are trying to add a member in our family.. tetibe rase nk ade baby girl.. i've stopped taking Pills.. stop all the birth control methods.. hehe.. wen we asked Adam whether he wants a baby sister or not, he will juz nod.. (mane die paham kan? hehe) i miss all that kicking and moving in my belly.. i miss asking McD bubur 2 in the morning.. well i hope en suami will tahan wit my perangai diz time.. insya Allah.. kalau jadi.. i'll announce the good news.. =)

well i guess.. that's all for my spider webbed entry.. hehe..

Rent-a-Toy..

2010-11-16T12:19:00.002+08:00

oh.. i didnt know that we cud rent toys from a website.. there are many toys that you can rent such as Jumperoo, Exersaucer, Baby Einstein DVD and many more.. all u have to do is bank in the deposit (if any), then u can choose what toy to rent.. the price there is for 1-month rental.. best kan? here is the address to the website.. isn't life wonderful?

http://www.rentatoys.com

these are some toys that u can rent..

Fisher Price Booster Set

Bounce n
Spin Froggy

Fisher Price Jumperoo

Baby Einstein DVD

Exersaucer

Adam is almost a year now..

2010-11-16T10:57:00.000+08:00

hey readers,
it has been awhile since i last updated my blog.. the lazy mode again attacked the inner me.. been hectic with a whole lotta things.. ISO, 5S (we add another S to that.. Sorok), taking care of Adam yg semakin lasak (I think what he want is for his mummy to be a lil bit slimmer.. enough to kejar him without being so semput and mengah).. well.. Adam can walk already.. got his kaki at the age of 9 and half month.. pretty fast for a baby i guess.. well everybody said so.. hehe.. at that age, he can sipped his drink using straw.. and jalan jatuh like so many times oredi... and then at 10 month.. he can almost lari2 when we kejar him.. his mulut is as becok as his mummy.. loves cat so much.. he will baring2 next to Tomei or Nunin as if he is talking to the cats.. he likes to kemas his wan's dapo.. bukak drawer bawak kuar plastic and then pegi kt laundry area duno what to search.. go back to the kitchen bukak almari tarik mug.. and then off to living room nak naik tangga without anybody to guide him.. satu umah wan die nak pusing.. diz video was taken after raye wen he got the kaki to jalan2..

at 11 month, mulut semakin becok.. dunno what he's mumbling at.. letak dalam Jumperoo then he will cry suruh angkat.. nowadays, mummy suke letak die dalam high chair and tgk mummy masak.. he knows and understand a few words already like nen, mummy, ayah, wan, to'ki, paksu, pakteh, pakngah, mak, ball, lorry, cat, car, no, ladybird (fridge magnet), sleep, sit down, stand up, mandi, shishi, shoes, bear, azan and wake up. boy! he is growin up already.. kalau ikut Islamic calendar.. tomorrow 10 Zulhijjah he will be 1.. huhu.. it seems like only yesterday i gave birth to him.. how time flies nowadays kan? well.. below are some pics taken from day 1 until he is 11 month.. enjoy the pics..

1 hour

day 1

1 month old

2 month old

3 month old

4 month old

5 month old

6 month old

7 month old

8 month old

9 month old

10 month old

11 month

Chinta...

2010-10-13T16:06:00.001+08:00

skang ni sume org sibuk tgk cite nihh.. aku pon tak terkecuali.. hari2 melekat depan tv sbb nk tgk kesudahan.. tp arinih aku bace spoiler.. DAYMNE!!!!!! aku, kaksu and yani (nih sume2 opismates aku) sgt sepakat mengatekan yg Adi Putra dlm cte nih sangatlahhhhhhh handsome.. tak puas la tgk muke die.. hehe.. anyway.. aku nk share spoiler nih ngan korang... wahahahahahaah... rasekan ape yg aku rase..

Sinopsis drama bersiri Chinta

Drama Chinta berkisar pergolakan hidup dan percintaan seorang gadis jelita yang terjebak dalam kancah pelacuran.

Chinta satu nama kepada gadis cantik yang tidak asing di kalangan elit yang mengunjungi syurga terlarang. Cantik, anggun, peramah dan bijak. Chinta tahu menggunakan aura tarikan dan kelebihan dirinyanya untuk memikat ramai lelaki yang hanya mahukan tubuhnya. Namun, Chinta tidak akan membiarkan dirinya menjadi milik hakiki pada sesiapa kerana dia tidak suka terikat. Sesiapa jua boleh memilikinya sekiranya mampu, tetapi hanya buat seketika.

Chinta nekad untuk mengharungi hidup sendirian sebagai kupukupu malam walaupun hatinya sangat bencikan kaum lelaki yang menjadikan nasib dirinya begini. Jadi tidak hairanlah, selama ini hatinya tidak pernah terbuka kerana dia tidak pernah percayakan pada perasaan cinta.

Tapi semua itu hilang apabila dia bertemu Amar, seorang bodyguard kepada seorang pelanggan tetap Chinta. Amar dirasakan tidak sama seperti lelaki yang pernah ditemuinya dan tanpa disedari, Chinta mula menyayangi jejaka yang begitu menghormati dirinya walaupun dirinya tidak semulia perempuan lain. Malangnya, Amar ditimpa kemalangan dan meninggal dunia ketika dalam perjalanan ke majlis pernikahan mereka.

Setahun Chinta mengurungkan dirinya kerana belum bersedia untuk menghadapi dunia yang telah merampas cinta miliknya. Chinta kembali bagaikan menjadi puteri dari kayangan yang menghiasi mimpi indah jutawan hidung belang tetapi dia bersumpah untuk tidak lagi membiarkan dirinya mengharungi kesakitan diharungi setelah kehilangan Amar.

Suatu hari, Chinta terpaksa mendapatkan khidmat peguam syariah bila dia ditangkap khalwat. Alangkah terkejutnya apabila pertamakali bertemu Rasul Iman, peguam belanya yang seiras wajah Amar. Cuma bezanya Rasul Iman bersongkok dan lebih kepada keagamaan. Chinta nekad, dia harus memiliki Rasul Iman yang dianggapnya sebagai peluang kedua untuk dirinya mengecapi kebahagiaan sebagai seorang isteri yang halal. Tapi bagaimana?

kredit to: www.anizyn.blogspot.com

THE TALENTED RIZALMAN IBRAHIM..

2010-09-22T10:50:00.000+08:00

subhanallah.. i juz read his blog.. he didnt update the blog for quite sumtimes.. aku terpana, terkesima, terkejut, and fuckin speechless bile tgk his talent in decorating one of his client's house.. sangat cantik.. kalau la ade citer yg macam 'what is your dream, i want to fulfill it'.. aku nk Rizalman Ibrahim decorate umah aku.. Ya Allah.. what a talented guy.. but i think his talent comes with a hefty price tag kan? and do u know that he has his own furniture line? hebatkan? oh Rizalman.. bile la agaknye you nk mai kuantan and tolong deco kan my house? hehe.. umahnye pon tade lagi.. umah sewa ade.. nnt kalau i nk buat umah or beli umah.. u tlg deco kan ye? some pictures from his blog..

living room - before

living room - after

living room -after

dapur - before

dapur - after

closet room - before

closet room -after

master bedroom - before

master bedroom - after

cantik kan? subhanallah cantik.. huhu.. well.. pics say 1000 words.. =)

p/s: bibi.. *kedip2* nakkkkkkkk camni can arrrrrrrrrrr?????

another milestones for adam zuhayr..

2010-08-29T01:17:00.000+08:00

hello readers.. adam hits his 9th month last two days.. anak mummy dh besa dh.. dh membuas sgt2.. huhu.. he is sucha mummy's boy.. kalah ayah.. ayah pon tak manje camtu.. dlm mase adam fr 8th to 9th month, he has faced a lot of sickness.. start sblm mummy g kg pagi.. he was infected with chicken pox.. ms mummy kt kg pagi, he got rubella measles.. pastu demam selsema.. pastu Hand, Foot and Mouth Disease (HFMD).. luckily, doc ckp nothing to be worried.. HFMD is common skang.. tp mak mane tak risau kan? well, adam kurang makan skang ni kt umah Mak Yah.. tatau nape.. tp blk umah mummy and wan.. he eats a lot.. bile g makan kt luar.. pon makan banyak gak.. huhu..

takut la penyakit bdk2 skang.. demam sket xleh.. gatal sket pon takleh.. i guess thats the price we hv to pay for being a mom kan? agaknye cemane la mak aku menjage aku dulu.. she told me dat i'm sucha crybaby.. owhh.. smp skang pon ye pn zetti oi.. now i know why Allah said in Al-Quran that mum is the most important thing in our lives.. i juz dun understand why some children suke nak marah2 kt mak tak tentu pasal.. after having adam.. i'm quite a sensitive person towards this matter.. aritu in newspapers, we hv been shocked by an incident where a mentally unstable father slaughtered his 3year-old son.. i juz cant imagine how the mother's feel when she saw her son's dead body lying in a pool of blood.. yesterday my husband showed me the pic of the bloody murder.. sumpah aku rs menyesal tgk gamba tu.. mencurah2 air mate aku tgk and terbayang2.. pastu smlm gak aku tgk crew singgah sahur ke rumah org tua Kemumin Kota Bharu.. pon tumpah gak air mate ni.. sedih tgk mak ayah yg terbiar kt situ without their children dtg menjenguk..

tadi, i had a short conversation with my mum.. i said, along rs kalau anta mak ayah kt sni pastu petang dtg amek.. no problem la kan? mak aku setuju dgn kenyataan tu.. die kate, at least ade kawan.. ini anak yg bangse tak kenang budi.. tinggal pastu tak jenguk2.. tggu la org tua tu anak2 nk dtg jenguk die.. mmg laknatullah anak camtu.. dulu, i watched Edisi Siasat.. Wan Kamarudin ni interviu parents ni.. the wife ni sihat lagi.. tp the husband terlantar sakit.. rumah takde la uzur sangat.. tp she has to take care of her sick husband.. when Wan Kamarudin asked her where are their children.. she juz kept quiet and bersuare after a moment.. " anak makcik salah sorg org besar dalam Malaysia.. tp die tade pon die dtg jenguk.. makcik tak halalkan setitik pon susu makcik pd die" i wuz juz belasan tahun ms tu.. tp berderau darah bile a mother said that to her children.. nauzubillah.. mintak jauhkan mnde2 tu dr my family..

alhamdulillah.. i think i've been a good mother to Adam Zuhayr.. it's juz that mummy dpt BF Adam smp umo adam cukup2 8 month.. lps tu Adam taknak dh.. susu mummy pon tade dh.. mummy sedih sgt2.. =(

I can't smile without you..

2010-08-19T10:00:00.001+08:00

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
and brighten my day
who would of believed that you where part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

[And now you know] I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when your sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

Bm Gm Cm F [Can't Smile Without You...]

adam's new toy...

2010-08-09T16:51:00.000+08:00

mintak mahap dgn imej2 lucah di dalam video ini.. i bought a pushwalker for him.. he cudnt use that yet.. tp sbb murah n its a second hand.. i grabbed it wit no hesitations.. ehe.. enjoice!!

adam's updates..

2010-08-07T15:40:00.000+08:00

dh lame tak update psl anakanda.. mase ade.. cume blogging mood tu seems afar from me.. hehe.. adam is 8 months old now.. so a lil updates on him..

- merangkak dengan laju dan buas..

- xleh tgk mummy pakai tudung.. mesti merengek n sibuk nk ikut..

- makan almost everything.. he'll pull mummy's hand if he sees i'm eating..

- suke wat muke huduh.. ngan tomei n nunin pon die bley wat muke camtu..

- he'll geleng2 kpale when i recite Lailahaillallah.. menghayati la tu.. kadang2 sampai terlompat2 suke when i recite it..

- according to kak yah (his babysitter), adam suke pulls others' hair.. die sgt maness... die kiss dulu pastu br die tarik rambut.. huhu..

- sangat jinak dgn org especially perempuan.. ehe.. ikut ayah die la tu.. hmm..

- mengade2 no 1 ikut mummy..

- suke read books and makan books.. *sigh*

- he has 4 teeth oredi n he bites.. my nipple is his fav.. =(

well.. pics tell thousands words.. enjoy..

muke huduhh..

chicken pox..

mangse yg terdampar kemengantukan..

nantokk...

he's growing up kan?

bulat junior..

adam read book ni mummy..

showing his 3rd tooth..

i juz love this face..

Kg Pagi : Day 1

2010-08-04T17:17:00.002+08:00

On 23rd-25th of July, all English lecturers went to Kg. Pagi, Jerantut for an English Camp.. 1 hour boat ride from Kuala Tahan.. we went there for community service organized by Perbadanan Kemajuan Negeri Pahang (PKNP).. it was superb.. we had so much fun there.. let the pics do the talkings laaa..

liya @ Zaman Restaurant.. we were having breakfast here before we off to Kuala Tahan..

mase riang ria di dalam bas..

sg pahang.. silap destinasi sbnrnye ni..

luggage yg masih tertinggal.. ehe..

tgh menunggu boat ke kg pagi..

off we go...

honeymooners yg xjd nk honeymoon.. ehe..

kaum Batek.. a.k.a adik kak tini..

naik kayu yg ditebuk jd perahu.. cool giler..

tertido sbb angin yg besh..

welcome to Kg Pagi..

the school..

wahaha.. ni plg best.. boss room..

kanak2 yg malu at first..

teacher yani sdg menerangkan sesuatu utk bdk2..

banner..

makan dulu.. lapar tahap dewa..

yummehhh...

ice breaking session..

activities..

coloring time..

movie watching..

END OF DAY 1..

an outdated post..

2010-08-03T11:52:00.002+08:00

blog lame tak jenguk.. huhu.. been hectic lately.. en suami was admitted to the hospital on 30/6.. he suffered from hernia due to VIGOROUS hockey-training session at USM on previous week.. so i have to take care of him and my little hero..the following week, Adam plak kne chicken pox.. 2-3 hari lps en suami discharged.. so 2 hero la heroin nih kne jage.. minggu adam kne chicken pox tu.. kitorg kne siapkan teaching portfolio for MQA Audit.. the following week, they came for auditing.. both for homegrown and UiTM.. and for both session aku kne interview dgn encik2 dan puan2 MQA.. luckily, i did well in those interviews walaupon hati ini cuak sbb i heard lotsa unpleasant stories abt them.. ehe... okay lahh.. will update more soon..

Adam's rompers..

2010-07-07T16:43:00.000+08:00

these custom-made designs rompers were ordered from my beloved friend Yatt.. she made diz designs for Adam.. love it mucho.. thanks yatt.. =) the blue one tu dh boleh pakai.. yg green 'Property of Sheffy & Jett' tu blm boleh pakai lagi.. hehe.. owh.. if u want one of this.. u can always go to her website. click HERE. harge boleh nego..

i mish him..

2010-06-22T10:07:00.000+08:00

there are no word to describe how much i miss him.. =(

the reason..

2010-06-16T12:51:00.000+08:00

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you...

he has his first two milk teeth..

2010-06-15T16:38:00.000+08:00

i just noticed diz last nyte.. mmg dh ade rase2 gigi kt gusi die.. tp cam ala2 malu nk kuar.. he keeps on drooling now.. hehe.. this morning.. kak su saw another tooth..hehe.. anak mummy dh besar dh.. ok.. ptg nih mummy ajak ayah g EC Mall to buy u first toothbrush.. =)

of wedding season and broken hearted girl..

2010-06-14T12:38:00.001+08:00

hey all..

dh lame tak update blog.. been busy and no idea nk update ape.. well.. skang nih musim kawen.. tak smpt nk pegi banyak kenduri.. mase suntuk and it's quite hard to bring my lil hero to wedding sbb panas.. kejap kang die ngamuk.. huhu.. i'm so sorry for invitations yg tak dpt pegi.. anyway congrats to all newlyweds.. wieda, malin, afifah, balqies, yusairi, maklang wadah, al-hafiz anak pak zul and many2 more..

dh sampai seru sume kawen kan? excuses like tak ready, tak cukup duit, mude lagi tak puas enjoy, lek luuuuuu, and xready to commit tu adelah lame excuses.. enjoy mmg takkan puas.. sampai bile2.. dh kawen boleh enjoy ngan family ngan anak.. bujang2 enjoy ape dapat? yes, i cherish all my bujang memories.. tp sampai bile.. i still remember one of my frens tanye.. bile nak kawen jet? n i replied.. nanti la.. duit tak cukup.. she said.. duit tu tak penah cukup, so sampai bile2 la die tak cukup kan? insyaallah.. rezeki lepas kawen tu ade.. it's just the matter of asking 'Will you marry me', 'Will you be my wife' and saying 'aku terima nikahnye' or 'I do'..

wen i was in my younger years.. my mom sudah bising2 asking wen will u get married.. but at that time.. being so young like 21.. aku cakap 'nantila dulu.. mude lagi.. xpuas enjoy'.. huhu.. pastu bile dh umo menginjak naik.. mak aku start membebel pastu aku start tension.. wen i asked my xbf abt it.. dh bergaduh.. and the so-long relationship putus di tengah jalan.. until i met my husband, he proposed and aku tak fikir panjang.. did my solat istikharah like zillions of times.. and i found my answer to all those questions that are stucked in my mind.. alhamdulillah.. we have been married for 1 year plus now and happy with our lil hero yg semakin membuas..

yes, kahwin is not dat easy and sume org kate jodoh tu blm sampai.. yupp i admit that.. jodoh tu mmg ketentuan Allah.. tapi Allah berfirman yg Dia tak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum itu melainkan mereka mengubahnye sendiri.. so aku rase kat sni.. xyahla kite nk tggu buah yg takkan jatuh tu.. mmg la kte kne fikir positif.. but sometimes that positive thought tu sgt menjengkelkan kite.. huhu.. ape aku mengarut nih..

both my husband and i have bitter histories.. he broke up 3 months before his wedding.. that's bad.. and me? i rest my case la.. mls nk igt mnde2 yg sakit ati and sedih tu.. huhu.. both of us have taken that as a lesson..

my friend juz broke up last two weeks.. still in recovery of her broken heart.. skang nih dok asek mendengar lagu2 sedih.. kitorg la bg moral support to her..hehe.. tringat zaman2 aku dulu.. even en suami(mase tuh boyfriend la) ade mase tu.. aku still sedih.. still nk mengenangkan kisah2 lame.. tgk movie tu sedih dgr lagu ni sedih.. wahahaha.. same la ngan kawan aku sorg ni.. kitorg tak kasik die g tgk Lagenda Budak Setan sorang2.. takut menangis tak berkesudahan.. wehehe.. tetapi lain pula untukku.. mmg sedih tapi diriku kuatkan semangat utk teruskan hidup.. thank u en suami for ur SHOULDER.. sampai skang.. kalau kitorg citer all the histories.. both of us boleh gelak2 and make fun of it..

sometimes aku tersenyum sorg2 bile tringat my wedding tu.. a lot of obstacles that we have gone thru.. tapi alhamdulillah.. i'm so glad we have made it.. hehe.. rase nk wat majlis lagi skali plak.. jom bibi?

28 February 2009

Tag from pika..

2010-06-02T11:46:00.000+08:00

credit to si comel pika for this wonderful award. thanks sis..

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State 7 things about yourself.

- Adam's and Shafeirul's

- Loves choc too much.. n dat explain my current weight..

- Talkative.. Adam has inherited it from me..

- Loves her husband and his smell and his BIG hands so fuckin much..

- suke tgk AFC channel.. tp tang memasaknye agak malas sket...

- suke berjalan.. even in my 36 weeks of pregnancy, aku boleh tawaf satu IKEA n half of IKANO in 1 day..

- enjoy her motherhood and married life so much..

the most precious treasures in my life..

6 months and counting..

2010-06-01T11:14:00.000+08:00

well, after quite a hiatus.. mummy is back into blogging world again.. pheww... adelah sgt bz skang nih.. dh 2 minggu menande xm papers yg tak berkesudahan.. smp kan my English got confused.. huhu.. juz imagine that the students can write ' his house is baked', Taman Negara has penguins and starfish' etc.. and some of them did write in MALAY for essay.. kang kalau kate bongok kang.. dh masuk kolej kan? but which part of write an essay IN ENGLISH die tak paham haku pon tatau.. like seriously it is disturbing la diz kinda students..

anyhu.. nk update psl anakanda tercinte sbnrny.. ehe..

- he is 6 months oredi..

- weighs 7.8kg...

- dh membuas.. mummy and ayah sgt penat melayan..

- kuat minum susu.. dh lepas FM.. sambung mummy's milk plak.. pastu tido..

- dh makan.. Heinz puree, Milna biscuits, and Nestum.. tp pantang tgk org makan, die sibuk nk capai..

- mengesot dgn laju.. mummy dh la demokk.. ssh nk kejar..

- mulut yg sgt becok.. membebel sorg2 kalau dok dlm Jumperoo, main ngan Bunny IKEA and akan bobok diri sndiri kalau nk tdo.. how adorable.. huhu..

- suke menjerit yg sgt nyaring bunyinye..

- dh pandai mengade2.. kalau tgk mummy put on tudung, die start cembeng.. pantang nmpk mummy tade.. die mule start the drama..

before i was a mom..

2010-05-10T14:43:00.001+08:00

that was all before.. now.. i'm enjoying my motherhood with adam zuhayr.. i love u so much baby.. mummy shayang adam byk2 deyam2 picit2.. lastly..

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL WONDERFUL MOMMIES AND MOMMIES-2B OUT THERE..

p/s: pics take from Baiboo.com.my

impian zetti adela..

2010-05-07T00:00:00.001+08:00

This is a tag from Intan Noorazlina

Semua orang ada impian masing-masing...Ada org dia simpan impian dia dalam diri dia sendiri..Ada sesetengah pula, dia kongsikan impian dia dengan keluarga/ sahabat handai supaya ianya dapat dijadikan sebagai dorongan dan semanagat...Jom kita kongsi impian kita dan jgn lupa kita support impian kawan2 kita yang lain...

Semoga impian kita semua tercapai

5 impian anda 3-5 tahun dari sekarang
1) nak ade umah sendiri yg cantik.. takyah besar2.. cukup la utk kitorg idop aman..
2) Harrier yg tertonggek bontot tu.. kaler itam or putih cermin kasik tinted baekkk punyer.. xdpt Harrier, CRV pon jadik lerrr.. nk wat loan 5 thn je.. huhu..
3) to get a better pay n free from all financial woes..
4) nk g umrah.. bwk satu family pastu nk g holiday kt OZ or NZ..
5) to be happy with my family..

5 impian anda untuk tahun ini

1) mau jadi kurus.. tang perut n bontot tu kasi kecil sket..

2) nk g holiday kt pulau ngan en suami n adam.. nk bwk adam main pantai..

3) nk byr down payment utk our dream house.. insyaAllah..

4) nk produktif in career..

5) to be more strict to stdnts..

anda pula bagaimana? nk tag org2 ini..

- Bdk demuk dan bulat kesayanganku..

- Qastalani

- Zezatty

- Ayong

- Bangteh

- Sapikah

- n everybody yg membace..

Let's Fall in Love Again..

2010-05-06T14:50:00.000+08:00

Let's Just Fall In Love Again (Jason Castro)

Let's pretend baby
that you've just met me
and I've never seen you before

I'll tell all my friends
that I think you're staring
And you say the same
to yours

And Oh
We'll dance around it all night
and then I'll follow you outside
And try to open up my mouth
and nothing comes out right

Chorus:
And I wanna fall in love with you again
I don't have to try
It's so easy who needs to pretend
But because
It's so funny let's just think about it honey
Let's just fall in love again

I'll call you in three days
Not too soon not too late
And I'll ask your roommate if you're home

Oh

You'll call me on Thursday
And we'll hang out all day
Then fall asleep on the phone

And Oh
I'll hold your hand when we drive
And we'll lose track of all the time
And we'll tell everyone that we ain't never felt so alive

Chorus

We'll fall disgustingly fast
And we'll stop hanging out with friends
And they'll be so offended

Oh ooh oh

Chorus

Let's just fall in love again
So let's just fall in love again

p/s: bibi.. let's fall in love again... *wink*

adam's update

2010-04-27T15:15:00.001+08:00

adam hits 5 month today.. and that poor baby demam plak.. huhu.. a lil hapdets on him..

- weighs 7.6kg oredi.. wahlaooweii! sangat berat.. mummy dh letih dukung adam.. sbb skang ni his eyes will wander nk tgk macam2.. pusing here and there..

- sgt suke bergolek2.. ystrday golek smp masuk bwh kusi wan.. ade sedikit terhantuk.. shian anak mummy..
- mulut dh becok..
- sgt suke lagu Twinkle2.. mulut cfrm ngange bile wat twinkle2..

- sleeping pattern yg dh tak menentu.. kalau kt umah wan, kul 1 or 2 am.. kalau kt umah mummy, kul 10 pm dh tdo.. mummy pon ikut tido same..

- still on mummy's boobs.. walaupon susu mummy dh tak banyak mane.. i'm consuming Autumnz Nursing Tea now.. first attempt last nyte.. diz morning cam agak bengkak gak boobs.. hopefully tea nih will make mummy's boobs lactate more..

- nk tdo skang kne bobok2 (tepuk2) sambil selawat and bace Lailahailallah.. kalau kte diam.. he will go ekk ekk..

contraceptive method..

2010-04-20T12:40:00.001+08:00

yup.. as horny as it sounds.. kne la admit yg kte memerlukan'nye'.. wahahaha.. i know i do.. =) so i went to Klinik Nur Sejahtera located in Malay Town after getting an advice from my gynae.. he gave me some methods which are injection, IUD, implanon and Noriday pills.. so balik2 tu berbincang la diriku dgn en suami which method to take.. he said up to mu la shayang.. so i decided to try the injectables Depo Provera (a depot formulation of medroxyprogesterone acetate given as an intramuscular injection every three months).. so berangkat lah diriku ke Klinik Nur Sejahtera untuk menyerah diri..

sampai2 je kt klinik, ade 3 matrons kt situ.. bile aku melangkah masuk je..one of them tanye.. ye dik.. (adekah muke ku begitu mude utk masuk ke klinik2 camtu?) aku pon tersipu2 malu.. kak.. ari tu sy dh dtg ngan suami tny psl injections tu.. Prof Moc soh saye dtg sni.. pastu akak tuh pon ckp.. owh.. adik isi form dulu la.. smbl2 isi form tu die tny nk inject yg rm18 ke yg rm36? aku garu2 kpale.. sy pon tatau.. nnt sy tgk ubat ape.. aku bwk kuar small note yg Dr Moc bg.. and she wuz like.. owhh.. u breastfeed ke? ok2.. we'll give u Depo la.. lps isik form, die soh aku naik timbang.. hah? sekilo naik.. wahahah.. pastu die ckp.. ok, boleh g bilik blkg ye? aku pon pegi and the other nurse so aku meniarap.. inject kt punggung ye? wehehe.. malu la aii.. *blush* punggung saye tak santekk.. manyak selulit.. (okay2.. i made up dat dialogue).. nurse tu pon inject la.. agak la sakitnye.. time pregnant ari tu jab tetanus pon xsakit camni..so it's done and it cost me rm36.. the nurses told me dat i have to come back on the 6th of May sbb ubat tu expired dat day.. Doc ckp, kalau aku tak amek jab dh pon, it wud last abt 2-3 months pastu br bley pregnant..utk menstabilkan Depo ni, aku kne dtg 2 bln skali slame 3 kali.. pastu br once in every 3months..

betape senang hati beta.. wahahaha.. owhh.. the nurse tuh bitau yg my nxt period akan lame sket.. very true la itu.. aku period on the 2nd of April and darah period kering betol on the 19th of april which was yesterday.. tp kan dlm Islam, hari ke 16 tuh dh kne sucikan diri.. aku pon mandi la wajib.. but still kluar gak bendera Jepun tu.. i asked Dr abt it.. he said it's either u period up to 20days or u tak period lansung.. die nk tgk plak nxt jab cemane.. huhu.. aku sbnrny nk ngelakkan amek Noriday sbb i'm not an avid pill eater.. ubat demam pon aku tak nak mkn.. huhu.. tp kalau terpakse.. aku makan la gak kan.. we'll see how.. huhu..

ESQ 165..

2010-04-07T09:04:00.000+08:00

yepp.. 40 of us from Kuantan branch HAVE to go for a course.. it's a GIFT/APPRECIATION from our beloved Dato' (die cute! sile lempang aku skang kak pah).. well.. i juz dunno what to expect from this ESQ thingy.. all i no is i'm goin to leave my 2 babies at home for 4d3n.. me dun like at all.. diz is my first time berjauhan ngan adam.. huhu.. (now i feel like crying).. seriously i can't describe this feeling.. =(

from what i heard.. nk g ESQ ni kne bwk tissue byk2 sbb byk sesi nangis2.. mcm kat motivational talk ms kte g mase skolah dulu..igt tak tgh2 kite tdo tu.. kul 2-3 pagi.. facilitators ni akan kejut kite utk qiamullail pastu ade sesi2 mengingat mak bapak adik beradik sekelamin.. pastu dok dlm gelap pastu uwaaa nangis2.. kan kan? pastu bile bukak lampu.. mate sorg2 mesti bengkak dan merah dan sume org teresak2 menangis.. so same goes la kot ngan ESQ ni.. ade la sesi2 nangis.. aku dh tgk dlm promo die kt website die sendiri.. mcm busan je ade nangis.. last aku nangis selok2 was on 25th Nov 2009 2 days before aku gave birth.. tu pon gaduh2 manje ngan en suami.. kan bibi? hehe.. diz time around kalau aku nangis cfrm2 sbb teringat si kecik yg akan idup tanpe mak die for 4 days.. uwaaaaa... mummy xrela la adam.. =(

+ hah? mummy nk g kerusus????

= iye shayang.. adam tggl ngan wan ngan to'ki ngan ayah ye?

+ ala... xyah gi la mummy..shian adam mummy..

= xleh shayang.. kalau boleh mummy nk bwk adam g kerusus tu..

+ puwishhhhh mummy??? nnt adam nk nen ngan sape???

= *mateku dh berair*

+ xnak kawan mummy.. =(

surprise is not a surprise after all..

2010-03-31T15:33:00.001+08:00

the other day, i wanted to surprise en suami with cupcake in which i ordered from kak yeen from madame cupcakes.. dh siap2 plan dgn marni.. 'jangan msg aku tau, nnt aku call kau kalau papehal'.. pastu pakat plak ngan k.intan.. 'nnt marni call u kalau cuppies dh smp'.. aku pon mcm biase g amek adam ngan haziq.. sbb hari jumaat 5 mac tu aku ngan k.intan cuti dan kitorg g bermanje kan diri.. kul 5.30 kitorg gerak la dr spa tu.. smp2 dpn giant, en suami call.. angkat2 je hp yg aku dgr, 'hey gatal!' rupe2nye.. die ckp i accident.. haduuu.. nk seprais die tp aku yg seprais.. kete die sandwich.. sume salah kete blkg.. tp luckily kete en suami tidaklah begitu teruk.. tp til now masih dlm bengkel.. huhu.. so readers, enjoy the pics..

SX cuppies yg tak baper nk surprise..

pandangan depan

pandangan belakang

pandangan dekat

*sigh*

adam hit 4!

2010-03-30T09:54:00.000+08:00

a lil updates on my munchkin..

- he now likes to golek2.. kalau tido ngan die kt atas katil.. he'll conquer the bed for sure.. dh la mummy ngan ayah pon tak cukup katil nk tdo.. ditambah plak ngan si kecik ni.. mmg kitorg rase kitorg plak menumpang katil tu..

- he can turn 360 degrees dh.. letak dlm baby cot kt umah nenek.. nnt mesti terjulur kaki ke luar dan merengek2 mintak tolong..

- bontotnye sudah naik tinggi kalau meniarap.. sgt comel.. tonggek2 anak mummy ye?

- mulut semakin becok mcm mummy..

- kalau nyanyi pok amai2.. mesti terkedek2 nk goyang punggung and lompat2..

- kadang aku ade cicah2 mulut die ngan ape aku makan.. sbb evrytime anybody eats in front of him.. lidah die mesti mcm nk mkn.. the first thing yg masuk mulut die was my teteks la ofkos kan? huhu.. pastu aku cicah limau mandarin, pastu rs cheesecake aunty intan buat, pastu lepat pisang, pastu air klape, pastu pudding klape.. hehe.. mummy die yg ~~sexcited~~ excited lebey..

- dh suke sgt pegang kaki and nk masukkan dalam mulut..huahuahua.. org tua kate nk dpt adik tu.. hehe.. tak kottttt? lambat lg kottt???

=)

2010-03-19T11:58:00.000+08:00

His smiles shines my day brighter than usual..

perbualan di suatu malam..

2010-03-07T17:19:00.000+08:00

en suami was waiting for a match between MU n Aston Villa and i wuz melipat kain to kill my time..kan sblm match tu biase die akan wat review pasal player la.. sape direhatkan la yada yada yada.. the tv is behind me and i wuz facing en suami yg ketika itu tgh iron baju..

en suami: ni keeper malaysia ni (merujuk kpd seseorg dlm tv)

(aku sememangnye tak minat bola ni.. dengan seraye menjawab)

aku: hmm..(mate xpndg tv pon, tp telinga dengarnye kefasihan die ber'english')

(en suami trus diam sbb aku tak respon pon.. tp tah macamane.. aku tertengok kt tv tu)

aku: ni keeper malaysia? biar betul u ni..

en suami: ye la.. ape plak tak betulnye?

aku: tak penah i tau pon ade makhluk hensem dlm team malaysia? blk2 org cte psl si kembar tu.. itu ye la hensem.. tp knape i tak penah tau ade die ni? ke sbb i tak minat bola.. nak2 plak team malaysia.. (bertubi2 soklan aku) sape name die? (mate aku mule bersinar2.. hehe)

en suami: syed adney..

aku: ye ke? seriousla bibi.. hensem gile ni ( aku dh tuka position dh.. dh ngadap tv dh ni..)

en suami: xberkelip mate tu kan? gatal..

aku: knape i tak jumpe die dulu eh? iskk..

en suami: sbb u jumpe i dulu sayang..

aku: (terus diam.. tak berkate ape2.. senyum.. trus hug ~~syed adney~~ en suami)

ni la syed adney nye.. tried to google his gamba ms tgh diinterviu tu.. tp xjumpe..

p/s: hehe..jgn marah eh bibi? i wev u...

new haircolor..

2010-03-07T16:54:00.000+08:00

i took a day off juz to color my hair.. the kakak is very kind to experience a new haircolor to me.. hehe.. she mixed burgundy with dark brown n at first i didnt like the result.. but as the color started to turun a bit.. die dh macam ok.. tp rasenye cam nk gelap kan sket color tu.. wahahah.. sesungguhnye manusia tak pernah puas dengan ape yg die dpt.. huhu.. but what matter is.. en suami sgt suke kaler nihh.. heheh..

voilaaa!!

early anniversary gift..

2010-02-28T01:35:00.000+08:00

en suami decided to surprise me with an early gift for our anniversary.. weehoo.. thanks a zillion bibi.. i wev u mucho!!!

i tot it wuz a perfume.. the packaging is somehow very simple but yet it's exclusive..

cantik kan box die?

tadaaaaa... me get a watch from en suami... thank u very much bibi..

p/s: en suami.. nnt i kasik adiah baekkkkkkk punyaaaa yer??? u'll just have to wait.. =)

welcome..

2010-02-22T12:22:00.000+08:00

name bdk tecit ni nur hanis zahra.. daughter of zareen and nazli..lame btol mama ngan papa die tggu die and macam2 complications the mother went thru.. finally.. smalam kul 1150pm.. kuarla die.. after almost a day pny perjuangan.. so lil girl.. aunty zetti, uncle shef and abg adam cant wait to see u.. cpt2 balik kuantan tau?

adam hit his 2 month..

2010-02-18T22:59:00.000+08:00

sorry.. entry nih terlambat.. hehe.. lil adam dh reach his 2 month old..

- he gets grumpy wen he couldnt get his slumber n mommy's milk..
- tido yg sgt lasak..
- berak sometimes sekali sehari or max twice..
- susu mommy dh tak cukup nk cater nafsu makan die..
- n he weighs 6.2kg.. adelah sgt berat bdk tecik nihh..
- starts wearing CD oredi.. tp die heavy wetter.. kejap je dh BERAT..
- sgt xsuke tdo dlm playpen.. tp kalau dlm baby cot.. die suke..

hello.. adam br lps mandi.. =)

in his spongebob CD..

the 2 S's

2010-02-18T22:38:00.001+08:00

remember the old post of mine stated that i cant wait for the 2 S's? hofkos aku tak bli kete jaguar S type nor rumah semi-D.. takkan nk kecoh satu kampung aku nk bli umah kot? isk isk isk.. aku takkan pukul canang camtuh nyer.. anyway.. back to the 2 S's.. heheh... the first S is Spectra.. it is an investment sbb it didnt come wit a small price tag.. i bought it at Little Whiz.. it cost me rm588.. but look what i got.. 1 cooler bag, 1 backpack (utk letak pump tu), 8 safety plus storage bottles, ice pack and xtra breast shield..alhamdulillah.. it works efficiently til this moment of writing.. sgt pantas dan efisyen la org kate.. seriously.. sape2 yg nk beli.. silekan.. mmg recommended sgt2.. nak2 kak yam, kak lin and kak pah..

my Spectra

the second S is Snugg from Snuggbaby.. thanks to my friend yg sgtlaaaaaaaa berbaik hati utk menghadiahkan Snugg ni utk aku.. it comes with a hefty price tag occay???? alhamdulillah.. rezeki Adam.. he loves to be snugged in the Snugg.. gamba yg aku amek tak clear mane.. nnt will upload more pics with my snugg later..

side view..

front view

adam in Snugg

no.. THANK YOU kak liza.. !!!

BANGSAT!!!

2010-02-08T12:29:00.001+08:00

Couple held over the sodomy and death of their baby

PETALING JAYA: Police have arrested a man and his teenage wife in connection with the sodomy and murder of their infant son in Sungai Buloh.

The couple, aged 33 and 19 years, were picked up at a Muslim cemetery on Monday, during the funeral of the five-month-old child. They have been remanded until Feb 12.

Initial police investigations have revealed that the infant was physically abused and sodomised before his death.

Petaling Jaya police chief ACP Arjunaidi Mohamed said on Saturday that the mother had lodged a report at the police beat base of the Sungai Buloh Hospital over the death of their only child on Monday.

He said that on Jan 31, the couple had sent the infant to the hospital, claiming he was unwell.

“According to the mother, the baby was still breathing when they arrived at the hospital but doctors who examined him declared the infant dead on arrival.

“Following a post-mortem, it was found that the infant had sustained bruises on the body and was sodomised,” Arjunaidi told reporters when met at a Face-To-Face Community Policing and High-Profile Policing event in Subang Perdana here. – Bernama

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adalah sangat BINATANG DAN BANGSAT ini worang.. nape nk kne liwat baby umo 5bln? these sicko ppl mmg sickening.. ngape nk kne liwat bdk kecik? ramai lg pempuan yg gatal2 dan sanggup menyerah diri.. ngape nk kne bdk kecik tu gak? seriously i dun understand wit these sickos.. bdk kecik yg kau selera.. yg tade pape.. tade tetek.. tak period.. bongok betol la derang2 ni.. haishhh.. binatang pon tak sekejam kau.. ni setan pny kije.. yg aku peliknye.. mak si baby tu pon same bersekongkol.. 'i tak main bontot la bang.. ape kate abg try kt anak kte.. ala.. die bkn tau ape2 pon..' itu gamaknye skrip si gile 2 eko tu ckp.. mendidih darah aku bile aku dgr bdk 5bln kne liwat.. aku rase mmg dh tande nk kiamat sgt dh dunie nih..

Beauty Coupons

2010-02-07T17:53:00.004+08:00

i'm selling these coupons on behalf on my friends.. plz leave comments for more infos..

2month old Adam

2010-01-28T15:07:00.003+08:00

2month old adam

lil adam has reached his 2 months yesterday.. haihh.. how time flies.. aku rase br minggu lps aku dok spital jmp dr moc.. in his 2 months a few things i notice..

- minum susu sgt la banyak.. ms first day aku masuk kije.. aku bg mak aku EBM 4oz je.. sbb aku kekurangan susu few days b4 dat.. mak aku top-up ngan FM.. what to do? redha je la.. my bad pon.. second day die dh fully rely kt EBM.. aku tgglkan 12oz for him.. tggl 4oz je lagi.. alhamdulillah..

- i alwiz put him mengiring kalau die mamai nk tdo.. and for these past few days.. i notice dat he meniarap whenever i put him mengiring.. i think its too fast.. ke aku je yg selok2 camtu?

- xsuke kte cradle hold.. die mesti nk kandar kt bahu mcm bdk dh besar.. MIL kate si tecit ni anak pasta and cheese.. ade btolnye kot.. sbb ms pregnant.. aku hantu quarter pounder and pizza.. kalau mkn pizza tak sah kalau tak mintak cheese powder and plus aku byk mentekedarah kt delifrance n mcD.. there wuz a time aku crave nk mkn kt Chilli's.. buruk lantak la mummy nihh..

- suke nk cooing bile kte nk dok ngan die.. tah bahase German ke Russia yg die bedal..

- tdo yg sgt konsisten.. he will sleep at abt 1030 - 11pm and akan kejut mummy kul 4am and 630 am to BF..

- poo2 sekali or 2 kali sehari..

huhu.. cptnye dh 2bln..

can't wait..

2010-01-27T10:58:00.004+08:00

i have 2 S's to get.. hehe.. best2.. the first S tu kne tggu lg a week.. the next one mebi later on today or tumoro.. will upload the pics later..

CAN'T HARDLY WAIT!!!!

Jaguar XKR-S... cud it be this one? not in a zillion years laaaaaa... huhu..

or this one?

or this one??? hmmmmmmm.....

allergic???? tidakkkkkkk!!!!!!

2010-01-24T00:45:00.004+08:00

sgt penuh mulut bayi ituhh..

uwaaaaa... haku slame nih tak penah ade allergic.. kalau ade pon.. aku allergic tgk lelaki hensem dan berpoket tebal.. lantas gatal2ku akan naekkk... mujur en suami memahami.. kerane die pon slain ade allergic kat certain food.. die juge allergic pd perempuan2 santek dan berambut pendek juge berteteks besar.. wahahaha.. nasib baik aku tergolong dlm kumpulan ittewww.. tapi bukan itu yg ku mahu ceritakan disini ye pepets..

na'a'a.. ini mmg takleh..

ehh.. gambar diatas adelah sekadar hiasan (motif???) slame ni family aku mmg tak penah ade allergic.. seme bnde bedal kecuali batu dan kayu.. akan tetapi.. setelah diriku berumah tangge dan mempunyai anak.. aku dh takleh makan sebarangan.. ms blk perak aritu.. aku 'ter'bedal makan udang.. and since i'm a breastfeeding-mommy... my lil munchkin sudah terkene tempiasnye.. muke die naik bintik2 merah.. hah sudah.. serious fuck aku lupe yg allergic ni ade posibility utk diperturunkan and too bad en suami ade allergic kt seafood.. so adam pon kne la.. dan lagi skali.. die terkene bintik2 merah last week.. bile check2.. aku tade makan seafood or mnde2 gatal yg lain.. rupe2nye.. aku makan telur.. ya Allah sayang.. itu pon u allergic ke adam? uwaaaaa... ilang kenikmatan dunie.. takleh makan telur ayam.. dh tuh telur ape yg aku boleh makan? telur ikan? adelah sgt tak suke howkayyyy? telur masin? boleh la.. tapi takleh mkn byk.. telur ape lagi? telur lembu.. haa.. seprais2.. haku suke yg ituhhh.. nk2 bile dibakar.. satu lagi telur aku suke.. wahahaha.. lu pikir la sndiri.. *dh off topic aku nihh*

kesimpulannye? aku mmg kne pantang la lps ni.. wuwu..

hopefully adam tak ngade2 camni.. wahahah..

oh.. ini sangat laaaaaa betol.. stupid ppl tu forgiven lagikk.. yg buat2 bodoh ni yg menyampah.. es stupidos!!!

red flag????

2010-01-19T16:24:00.008+08:00

yepp.. sudah kena la.. my nifas finished on my41st day.. the red flag dtg on my 42nd day and lasted 6 days.. huhu.. barula diri ini bercite2 utk tidak memperiodkan diri.. tetapi tetap dia dtg dgn selambenye.. huhu.. diriku memberitahu en suami yg both of us akan berpantang for 100 days (boleh ke?) die tepuk dahi.. huahuahua.. but sometimes aku takut.. takut tak kuat iman.. wahahaha.. sorry ye sape2 yg bace.. ni blog aku.. suke ati mak la nk tulih ape kan? hehe..

went to see dr moc the other day.. he did explain abt the contraceptive method that we can take.. mule2 aku kate aku tanak la rancang2.. aku nk tawakkal je.. tp bile kuar si tecit ni dan melihatkan perangai2nye yg sgt2 laaaaaaaaa cantik... i decided to opt for one.. dr moc explained dat every method has its own adverse effects n failure rates.. n there was 1 thing yg doc ckp yg membuatkan aku sedikit risau.. kondisi uterus aku semacam tak betol.. tak betol as in the position.. the best quest he asked.. "u penah dgr tak kalau rahim camni u ssh nk dpt anak?" i wuz like wtf doc? cer explain yg kuar aritu ape die? huhu.. wallahualam la kan? tu sume keje Allah.. kalau dh adam je buah ati aku.. aku terima.. kalau Dia nk bg lagi.. alhamdulillah..

melihatkan anythg je boleh jadi these days.. aku kne bersedia.. mane la tau.. kot2 adam dpt adik walau pelbagai halangan sudah ku letak.. wahahaha.. lucahnye mak ni yuolzzzz.. ye la kan.. aku bajet2 period waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy lambat lagi.. tetibe toingggg.. die berade di situ.. mak aku pon period on her 45th day.. blom la sempat ms V nk berehat.. die kne bekerja.. hehe..

despite all the worries.. aku rindu zaman2 mak buyong.. aku rindu extreme TLC fr my husband and people around me.. i mish my swollen feet.. i mish adam's movement in my belly.. all the kicking, and cuit2 and quickening.. i mish wearing maternity clothes with my perut ke depan.. i mish going to the clinics to do checkups.. and what i mish the most is perangai buruk aku mengidam nk itu nk ini.. satu je aku tak dapat ms aku tgh pregnant iaitu ~~COACH SUNGLASSES~~ tepanyaki.. yg plg gile aku mintak were bubur McD kul 2pagi and subway sandwich.. tapi alhamdulillah.. due2 aku dapat.. thanks to en suami for bubur mcD and liya for the subway..

perut itu...

dan itu..

swollen feet.. huhu.. HIDEOUS!!

oh! Subway.. where art thou??

well.. contraception? me is still thinking.. dem!!!!

prezzies for adam..

2010-01-19T16:05:00.002+08:00

hehe.. ni wan beli utk adam.. tp mummy takleh bwk blk umah rasau.. kne letak kt umah wan gakk.. so much for english concept fr my mom to her grandson.. neways.. thank u wan.. =)

subhanallah..

2010-01-08T10:00:00.000+08:00

i cried bile tgk vid nih.. subhanallah.. Allah dh kurniakan miracle kt kte.. n that miracle jgn kte take for granted.. umur baby tu br 10mins.. but he could find his mommy's nipple to latch.. i'm glad dat i bg Adam my boobies aft he was born.. up till i'm writing diz.. i cant forget that baby's face on his mom's chest.. Subhanallah..

p/s: nhch.. i amek link nih dr ur blog.. thanks.. =) n i wish u gudluck tau.. jgn stress2.. xelok utk baby.. nnt baby decide to stay longer dlm perut mummy.. huhu..

words to ponder..

2010-01-07T08:30:00.001+08:00

Newborns know how to find the breast, and they know what to do when they get there - if we don't mess it up - Jack Newman, The Ultimate Breastfeeding

p/s: atau secare bahase kasarnye.. takyah la nk bagi byk alasan tanak breastfeed or nk salahkan bdk kecik tu.. hehe..

day 40

2010-01-05T17:08:00.007+08:00

yupp.. hit the 40th day oredi.. to sum up all 40days..

- BM alhamdulillah sgt banyak.. tp permintaan melebihi pengeluaran.. harapanku utk EBF tak dpt.. tp i make it once or twice a day je for FM

3/12/2009 (both breasts)

24/12/2009 (both breasts)

5/1/2010 (single breast)

- sleeping pattern ku yg dh tak menentu due to adam's sleepless nyte.. last nyte die bantai tdo kul 5.30am.. pastu kejut mummy die kul 730am.. wawawa..

- yeah.. aku dh kuar g jalan2 wen i hit 2 weeks of confinement.. g carik nursing bra pastu my 23rd day aku g megamall and ECM.. sum'n to be proud of? NOTTTT!!!

- adam gain almost 2 kg in less than 40days..

- lg 20 days nk start kije.. nk bangun pagi.. new routines.. new stdnts.. hopefully the new me..

my shweet screaming pooping creature..

2010-01-03T21:04:00.000+08:00

the day before.. a PLANET, a HUMPBACK WHALE..

25 min old adam

16 day old

28 day old

1 month old

37 day old..

lil munchkin.. demokk..

kelasakan Adam..

2009-12-31T13:21:00.004+08:00

sepatutnye tdo mcm ni..

tp dh jd camni bile dibiarkan a few mins..

1 month old adam..

2009-12-31T09:42:00.000+08:00

dh sebulan dh umo anak terune mummy nih.. so.. ape perangai si tecit nih bile die dh sebulan?
- sgt suke menangis (xkire mase)
- berak yg sgt manyakkkkk
- sgt byk minum susu (sakit tetek mummy.. huhu)
- sgt lame kalau tdo meniarap
- sleeping pattern yg tak tentu.. kdg2 kul 1am dh tdo.. kdg2 kul 3 blm tentu lelap.. mummy ngan wan je asek terlelap mendodoi die..
- manje ngan ayah..
- weighs 4.7kgs
- sgt ssh nk burp tp sgt kuat kentut..
- respond to ppl calling him..
- suke senyum n gelak ms tdo.. hehe..

9 hr old adam..

si demok..

adam nk terbang..

muke bosan..

adam tgh demam..

u take me pic? oh noooo.. no comment..

me in my stroller @ EC Mall..

muke tade mood..

smile for the camera adam..

adam's new toy..

2009-12-20T14:22:00.003+08:00

bought diz for a good bargain.. tak sia2 aku berjalan2 mencari mende alah ni.. yes i no.. aku langgar pantang.. blm sebulan lagi aku dh kuar berjalan.. but who the fuck cares? aku jatuh aku tanggung sndiri.. takkan aku nk salahkan en suami or mak aku or tanak mengaku tu mmg salah aku kan? hehe.. ni lah hasilnye berjalan2 dan survey2 bouncer.. dh lame aku tgk bouncer nih kt little whiz.. alhamdulillah.. dapat gak beli.. thanks to en suami.. =)

look what mummy and ayah bought for me..

flutterbye dreams bouncer

he waves juz like the birdie on the bouncer..

enjoying moi new toy..

lawak dikala bosan.. huhu..

2009-12-11T22:36:00.002+08:00

Seorang suami sedang mencari-cari helah untuk membolehkan dia berkahwin lagi. Antara alasan yang diberikannya:

Suami : Lelaki kawin 3 baru lah sah
Isteri : Kenapa pula?
Suami : Cuba terjemahkan ke dalam Bahasa Inggeris, "satu" is one, "dua" is two, "tiga" isteri (is three). Baru betul dan sah!.
Isteri : Tapi abang kena faham Bahasa Inggeris, terutama tentang "singular" dan "plural"
Suami : Berkenaan apa tu?
Isteri : Satu tu "Singular"; dua atau lebih "Plural"
Suami : Contohnya?
Isteri : One car sebagai singular, two cars sebagai plural. Apa bezanya?
Suami : Ohhh... tambah huruf "s" untuk yang plural
Isteri : Betul tu. Sama juga la untuk abang
Suami : Macam mana pula boleh sama?
Isteri : Satu isteri abang MAMPU, jika dua isteri dah jadi plural, maka abang MAMPUS tambah "s" je, kan?

Breastfeed: menyenangkan or menyusahkan?

2009-12-08T10:17:00.004+08:00

relax2.. aku bkn against BF pon.. i'm an avid supporter of BF.. alhamdulillah.. today is my 12th day of confinement.. my BM flows smoothly now at this moment of speaking.. first week tu mmg sgt menyeksakan.. my left nipple clogged resulted to swollen breast.. aku sampai demam sbb bengkak susu.. tp kugagahkan diriku untuk mengepam.. mule2 tu dpt 1 oz je.. the determination to BF adam has made me forget the pain.. so i pam the teteks religiously.. dpt la 70ml lbh.. alhamdulillah.. tp tu pon tak terkejar.. tak smp sehari aku pam susu.. susu itu sudah abes diminum si tecit ini.. baby boy org kate byk minum.. in emergency case mcm demam aritu.. en suami bancuhkan formula milk utk adam.. sowy adam.. mummy xlarat.. huhu.. adam campo2 gak minum susu ni.. sbb die kuat minum.. tp aku tanak biasekan die.. kalau dh tak boleh blah die merengek dan susu aku cam ikhlas tak ikhlas je kua.. barulah en suami bancuhkan formula milk utk adam..

my first attempt in pumping the milk religiously.. check the volume out.. huhu..

bought diz for a bargain.. hehe..

yesterday my friend came to my house b4 she off to have her honeymoon.. so we talked abt the goodness of BF.. she told me dat one of her relatives refuse to BF her child for no apparent reason.. and now the body is not so chantek anymo.. she also told me dat her frens dat support BF got their back-in-school figure aft 2yrs of BF.. i juz dun understand why still got ppl yg tanak BF anak die.. kalau susu kering tu takpe la.. nk buat macamane kan? one of my fren happen to kehabisan susu aft she finished her confinement.. dat is forgiven.. i mean ppl yg sgt MEMENTINGKAN bentuk teteks yg konon2 akan jatuh disbbkan BF tu sgt2 tak boleh blah la.. the teteks will SAG anyway la.. kau pakai la WACOAL or bra yg beribu2 pon hargenye.. sie2 la blaja psl Gravity ms skolah dulu kalau taktau ape fungsinye.. ataupon there are sum wifeys yg terlampau mengikut cakap suami die.. "yang.. takyah la BF.. nnt teteks tak cantek cam dulu.. nnt i tak stim tgk u dh.." wahaha.. rekaan semate2.. alhamdulillah.. en suami tidak begitu..

ok.. back to the subject.. BF xmenyusahkan.. during my pregnancy, aku dan en suami byk pegi informative talks.. u name it.. kt KL kitorg redah pegi, kt MS Garden pegi, kt KSH pon pegi, and last one kt Crazy Momy.. sume bercerite psl kebaikan BF.. mengecutkan rahim, put back into out figure (eventho it takes time kan?), and cut cost sumore.. none of them the experts yg ckp BF ni menyusahkan, buat teteks jatuh (it will fall off eventually), turn the suami off (aku rs suami bodoh yg gile sex je kate BF nih tak bagus).. yes i no.. ibu mane yg tanak menyusukan.. to those yg nk BF tu alhamdulillah.. ni yg aku rs terkilan tu.. yg MALAS and SGT MEMENTINGKAN badan tu.. hadulaaaa... what were u thinking? xyah kawen n beranak la camtu.. kucing pon bg anak die teteks.. inikan manusia yg ade akal fikiran.. dimanekah silapnye? *haih*

well.. enuff of me babbling abt BF.. bak kate Nabil.. lu pikir la sndiri..

happy birthday bdk bulat!!!!

2009-12-08T08:00:00.002+08:00

sorry i cant celebrate it with u like what i did last year.. but diz year kte celebrate ngan si tecit nih ye? huhu... mmmmmmmmuuuuuuuaaaahhhhh... i wev u so vewy much bdk butuk..

AND

HIM..

I don't know but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn somethng new
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you

Adam Zuhayr b Mohd Shafeirul Zaman

2009-12-03T12:15:00.001+08:00

hellleeewwww evrybody..

blog aku dh hampir2 nk bersawang.. so.. all of u no oredi dat i've given birth to a healthy baby boy last Friday weighing 3.34kg @ KMC @ 5.25am.. Alhamdulillah.. hari Jumaat die lahir seprti yg aku slalu pesan kat die wen he was still in me.. the best part is on the 10Zulhijjah commemorates hari raye haji and hari Allah turunkan Nabi Adam.. Allah has given me my Adam too pd waktu Subuh.. the story began wen i went for a regular checkup wit Dr Moc.. dat morning dh pegi kt permatang badak.. my BP was 123/86 using the digital device.. tak penah lg BP aku camtu.. hehe.. mlm tu dr moc check manually n my BP was 135/95.. haaaa.. xmencanak plak naik.. doc asked me to do CTG and BP checkups the next morning.. seawal jam 8 aku dan en suami dh tercacak dpn spital.. kitorg g la tgkt 2 and did all the procedures.. BP aku pg tu 145/95.. lagi tggi dr smlm.. midwife tu call dr moc and aku kne admitted and induce.. uwaaaaaaa... sehelai sepinggang aku masuk spital no toilettries except tshirt, kain batik and baby's stuff yg mmg dh ready dlm kete..

doc dtg dlm kul 1245 utk check jalan and masuk ubat.. tak bkk pon lagi.. huhu.. so i have to wait la smp contraction ade kan.. kul 5 tu aku dh rs sakit sikit2.. i tot tu rs nk berak.. how the hell am i supposed to no kan dat is a real contraction.. kul 10 waterbag aku pecah and doc inject methadine so dat aku boleh tdo.. kul 1 aku cam mamai2 kne masuk labor room.. huhu.. sblm in labor room tu contraction aku dh kerap.. contraction dh dtg mule2 5mins skali pastu 3 pastu 2.. by 3.35 am jalan br bkk 5cm.. mase tu aku dh tak igt pape.. aku igt mati and dose2 aku je.. dh meraung2 aku dlm labor room tu.. mintak mahap sgale bagai kt en suami.. kul 4.30 doc masuk die check kate jalan dh bkk 9cm.. die dh soh aku push.. Allah je tau sakitnye nk beranak kan? after 12hrs of pain including 1 hr of pushing.. tepat 5.25am Adam Zuhayr pon keluar.. darah bersemburan kat dinding.. mcm aksi pembunuhan plak.. wahahaha.. Alhamdulillah.. sume selamat.. =) so dear readers.. enjoy the pics.. eheh..

tik tok.. mak buyong tgh tggu mase.. ni gamba after dr Moc br lps check jalan n masuk ubat.. hehe.. i miss that perut.. =(

en suami cube menenangkan pn isteri yg sakit sambil mengambil kesempatan memegang bontot pn isteri yg mantopppp (sile muntah) buat terakhir kali sbb lps nih dh tak mantopp dh..

muke mummy tgh bertarung dgn contraction (tp smpt lg ber'FB' mase tu)

haaa.. tuh mak buyong tgh sakit tp xsdr diri nk hapdet FB.. eheh..

moi waterbag yg sudah pecah.. courtesy of en suami.. mase ni br bkk 3cm @ 2202hrs..

woohoo.. after 1 hr of pushing plus 12 hrs of labour pain in life and death experience.. i finally made it..

moi placenta.. hehe..

jahit doc jgn tak jahit.. huhu.. my gynae.. zillions of thank yous..

adam zuhayr 25mins old..

adam 2 days old..

mintak mahap.. gamba en suami yg agak ala2 myspacer.. waahahahaha

to en suami,
thank u for being there wit me thru out the process.. u no i cant repay u at all pon.. i love u with all my heart..

what to expect?

2009-11-25T10:10:00.002+08:00

am in my 38th week n 4days.. heh.. sgt time bomb.. i've sleepless nites lately despite en suami ckp aku tido mcm org mati tak sdar ape.. mane tak sleepless nitenye.. asek bangun terkencing.. pastu bile dh bangun.. ssh plak nk tdo.. bile br nk lelap.. dh rase nk tershishi lagi.. bladder ni mencanak2 nk shishi.. tp sket je kuarnye.. hehe..juz now went to klinik permatang badak to do checkups.. nurse tu siap boleh gelak2 lagi tgk diriku yg macam humpback whale nih.. 'awak tak bersalin lagi? dh sarat dh tu'.. haih missy.. kalau boleh.. arini gak la aku nk beranak.. heh.. ms nk shishi for lab td.. i saw again sum stain on the pantyliner and mcm mucous(btl ke spelling tu?) yg agak merah2 pink dlm toilet bowl.. i told the nurse.. nurse tu kate sy tanak check jln tau.. takut awk sakit.. huhu.. up to mung la missy.. so today pny checkup so far ok.. kencing ok.. BP 123/86, edema (heh.. ini tak ok) weight 76.5kg (i gain 1.5 kg fr last week)..

so far.. my appetite sgt besar dan agak rakus.. mcm melampau2 rase nk makan.. one minute i've finished eating nasi grg.. the next minute rs nk mkn ns lemak.. gile bukan? en suami dh naik malu dgn perangai pn isteri yg sgt tak malu ini.. hehe.. mintak mahap butukk.. u no i cant resist food kan? hehe..

lil munchkin,
u r 4/5 engaged.. n u weight 3.3kg oredi (last week pny checkup).. ayah n mummy cant wait to see u.. so do everybody.. =)

congrats suya n adi..

2009-11-24T10:39:00.002+08:00

pn suya n en adi.. congrats.. cpt2 dpt baby.. buleh geng ngan anok aku nati..

time bomb baybehh..

2009-11-16T10:39:00.004+08:00

a lil hapdets on mummy:

sgt takott ok?? huhu.. in my 37th week nih mcm2 aku rase.. sakit itu.. sakit ini.. kekadang rase mengade pon ade.. shian en suami.. die adelah makhluk yg agak sabar bile layan false alarm aku.. sumtimes aku gelak2 je bile ade tande2 sakit2 tu.. sbb tanak die lagi panik.. u no la.. kalau husband dh panik.. si isteri tu kte kalikan dengan seribu.. huhu.. last week dh false alarm.. perut aku senak lain macam.. puasla aku bertanye kt org2 yg dh ade experience.. masing2 lain rase sakit kan? last2 aku g wat CTG.. tp doc ckp.. cume tightening.. certain expectant mothers can feel the tightening.. and cannot tahan the discomfortness.. as for today.. mummy feel sgt tak selesa.. kulit perutku sgt la pedih.. dan sudah ade sedikit stain di panties.. hehe..

lil munchkin:

weighs abt 3.1kg.. sgt active menendang2 walaupon dh membesar dlm perut.. at this moment of writing pon.. die tak ddk diam.. mlm td kul 4pg ajak mummy die main.. ayah die sgt sdap tdo.. huhu..

my long awaited food..

2009-11-15T23:57:00.004+08:00

been craving for this food wen i wuz in my early pregnancy.. tp sayang sbb mase tu bkn musim ujan.. it only appears on monsoon season only.. huhu.. so.. as for now we're in monsoon season. kan.. nk dijadikan cte.. my parents went back to jertih to visit one of my relatives who passed away, and they got diz food for me.. tp according to moi papa.. i cannot eat diz plant too much due to its medicinal value.. takut affect kt baby.. so i consumed accordingly je la.. lps selera mengidam yg mengade2 ni.. hehe.. so ladies and gentlemen.. i present diz to u.. mind u.. name die agak sentap sket.. but diz iz what we called in terengganu (plz plz plz do correct me if i'm wrong).. ubi keling.. rasenye nyum2.. i juz had a few juz now.. dh la tgh ujan.. ubi nih cicah ngan castor sugar minum plak air kopi.. perghhhhh.. cant u imagine the world or shall i say the paradise i'm living in? hehe... =)

ubi keling..

armadillo, any1?

2009-11-04T16:15:00.001+08:00

Alexander McQueen, Spring 2010

how d'u like kasut yg armadillo lookalike ni on ur feet? huhu...

my promise..

2009-10-30T16:21:00.002+08:00

~ Sungguh.. Hanyalah dirimu yang ku cintai.. Sungguh.. Ku kan disisimu.. Hinggaku mati... ~

ape nk jadi?

2009-10-22T12:55:00.002+08:00

ni kalau cikgu or lecturers yg kurang ilmu.. aku penah dgr stdnts complain yg cikgu derang ajar maths in english dgn translation yg salah.. 8-5 shud be eight minus five.. but instead the tchr said eight push five.. how come? huhu..

tchrs and lecturers play the same important role despite their level of education.. ade jenis cikgu yg relax je.. tp stdnts die sgt gempak results.. ade tchrs yg bersungguh2 keje tp stdnts mcm so-so je results..

IMHO.. aku rase.. both parties (stdnts and tchrs) need to cooperate.. bkn satu pihak je.. zaman skang lain gile dr zaman aku blaja dulu (eventho aku br 26).. dulu kalau kne rotan or kne marah ngan cikgu.. mmg takut nk bitau mak bapak.. takut kne lagi sedas kat umah.. tp bdk2 skang.. 'u touch me, i'll call my lawyer'.. berani kan? sbb tu aku peratikan.. bdk2 skang dh semakin berani utk buat mnde2 tak senonoh.. melawan, kurang ajar, with no segan silu nk berpeluk2 dpn cikgu.. bile kte tegur.. die buatla muke cibai.. mcm kte nih ckp ngan dinding.. serious la.. their attitude is fucking disheartening.. bile kte tegur, die buatla muke cibai.. nak2 bdk sem 1 (0709).. sorry to say... but they are fucking rude.. i'm sure all of u agree wit me.. the students' attitude and behaviour are getting worse each day.. they dunno how to respect elderly, they duno how to dress to class, and they treat us tchr and lecturers like their friends..

abih tu cemane? *haih*

nak share joke di pagi hari..

2009-10-16T08:45:00.004+08:00

korang g la kt blog die nih.. i find it very funny tgk his art of dead flies.. mmg tade koje gamaknye si mantot nihh.. en mantot > CursingMalay

p/s: mantot.. aku suke sgt ngan gamba2 nih.. hehe.. sbb tu aku link kan blog kau kt blog aku.. =)

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2009-10-15T16:10:00.003+08:00

i dun wanabe like diz.. teteknye adelah sgt tak cantikk.. LOL!!~~

i so wannabe like her.. hehe.. tp skali pandang cam ikan duyung bunting pon ye gakk.. hehe..

I Just Want You To Read My Words..

Always - Bon Jovi

Wordless Wednesday

What Makes You Beautiful

Pea in The Pod..

Impact on Pregnancy

JANJI ALLAH BAGI ORG YANG MAHU BERKAHWIN....

Things you never put in your resume

Lana Del Rey - Video Games

I am thankful..

there's a reason behind His decision..

a note to self..

wordless wednesday..

don't give up on anything..

got this from a friend..

Saat hati berkata "INGIN", namun qadar Allâh berkata "TUNGGU"... Saat air mata "MENITIS", namun qadar Allâh berkata"TERSENYUMLAH"... Saat segala nya terasa "MEMBOSANKAN", namun qadar Allâh berkata "TERUSLAH MELANGKAH"...

Happy birthday baby! *delayed*

wordless wednesday

Kemarahan...

which one to choose..

Adam is 2 today!

Something you don't leave the house without

Stereo Hearts

blog bersawang pt 2..

I Wish You Were Here..

Linkin Park is one superb band!

Adele

Day 14 - A TV show you're currently addicted to

Day 13 - A photo of your favorite band or artist

Day 12 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is

Day 11 - A photo of your favorite memory

Day 10 - A photo of your favorite place to eat

Day 9 - A photo of the item you last purchased

Day 8 - Your dream wedding

Day 7 - A photo of an animal you'd love to keep as a pet

Day 6 - A song to match your mood

Day 5 - What makes you different from everyone else?

Day 4 - Your favorite photo of your best friend

Day 3 - Your idea of the perfect first date..

Day 2 - Your favorite movie

Day 1 - Your favorite song

30 days challenge!

tagged by Suya..

2nd anniversary..

spider webbed entry..

Rent-a-Toy..

Adam is almost a year now..

Chinta...

THE TALENTED RIZALMAN IBRAHIM..

another milestones for adam zuhayr..

I can't smile without you..

adam's new toy...

adam's updates..

Kg Pagi : Day 1

an outdated post..

Adam's rompers..

i mish him..

the reason..

he has his first two milk teeth..

of wedding season and broken hearted girl..

Tag from pika..

6 months and counting..

before i was a mom..

impian zetti adela..

Let's Fall in Love Again..

adam's update

contraceptive method..

ESQ 165..

surprise is not a surprise after all..

adam hit 4!

=)

perbualan di suatu malam..

new haircolor..

early anniversary gift..

welcome..

adam hit his 2 month..

the 2 S's

BANGSAT!!!

Beauty Coupons

2month old Adam

Saat hati berkata "INGIN", namun qadar Allâh berkata "TUNGGU"...

Saat air mata "MENITIS", namun qadar Allâh berkata"TERSENYUMLAH"...

Saat segala nya terasa "MEMBOSANKAN", namun qadar Allâh berkata "TERUSLAH MELANGKAH"...

Happy birthday baby! delayed

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