:: The way to start writing isn’t by writing at all, but by living ::
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Adam is 2 today!
today marks adam's 2nd birthday.. but unfortunately, he is not feeling very well.. food poisoning tak abes2.. shian baby mummy nih.. at the moment of writing.. he is sleeping sbb rsnye dh letih sgt asek berak2 since thurs.. penangan nasi ayam penyet from Bandung.. will write about our trip to Bandung later..
time flies so fast.. adam is already 2.. aku rase mcm br sgt aku pregnant and gave birth to this lil boy.. ppl dh keep asking, adam nk tambah adik bile? it's in the plan.. but tatau nk implement bile.. wahaha.. mcm rancangan malaysia ke 10 plak kan? he has been our penawar and racun for these past 2 years.. buasnye toksah nk kate la.. mummy ngan ayah penat tapi tak gak kurus2.. anaknye plak yg makin kurus.. hehe..
at his age ni, he talks a lot.. slalu berebut mummy ngan Pakteh n Paksu.. mummy sape.. mummy Adam.. kalau both uncles dkt ngan mummy.. he will say payohhh (read: tak payah).. time die sgt jinak ngan mummy, he will tarik my face rapat to his face and say.. mummy adam.. sangat suke tgk lori jual old newspaper.. he will call it aci ame (read: besi lama) cuz the lorry angkut besi lame skali.. kalau ajak mandi tak nak.. tp bile dh masuk bathroom, tanak kuar even dh tutup lampu n pintu n biar die dlm gelap.. die boleh sambung main air..
well.. mcm2 nk tulis psl adam.. tp tibe2 otak mummy jem.. hehe.. till then.. bye!
Monday, October 24, 2011
Something you don't leave the house without
it's a terbengkalai post actually.. dh berkurun tak publish2 lg.. huhu.. so here goes..
1) my purse
- disini lah tersimpan segale harta karun seperti resit2 lame, bankcards, IC, License, MyKid and Bonuslink.. haha..
2) Handphone
- sudah kewajipan.. nk2 kalau ke ofc atau ke kelas.. takut2 emergency.. tp kalau kuar ngan encik suami, tak bwk pon takpe..
3)kunci rumah & kunci kete..
- nih harus la kan?? hehe..
4) Adam's bag
- nih kalau kuar ngan si kecik la.. penah skali tak bwk bag die.. die terberak plak dlm kete.. pdhal nk kua g bank je.. en ayah terpakse membeli pampers, air mineral and wet wipes from 7E.. lps tu tobat dh.. tak penah lupe bwk beg die..
1) my purse
- disini lah tersimpan segale harta karun seperti resit2 lame, bankcards, IC, License, MyKid and Bonuslink.. haha..
2) Handphone
- sudah kewajipan.. nk2 kalau ke ofc atau ke kelas.. takut2 emergency.. tp kalau kuar ngan encik suami, tak bwk pon takpe..
3)kunci rumah & kunci kete..
- nih harus la kan?? hehe..
4) Adam's bag
- nih kalau kuar ngan si kecik la.. penah skali tak bwk bag die.. die terberak plak dlm kete.. pdhal nk kua g bank je.. en ayah terpakse membeli pampers, air mineral and wet wipes from 7E.. lps tu tobat dh.. tak penah lupe bwk beg die..
purse yg bersepah2 harte karunnye..
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Stereo Hearts
love this song so much.. especially the wordings.. tp most of it sbb Adam Levine and Travie McCoy.. shomellsssss.. told u i have a thing for tattoed guys.. suke tgk la.. nak mampos jatuh cinte? kalau tak kne pancung dek en suami, ngan mak aku sah2 kne punye.. hehe.. basically, what i understand about this song is this guy meluahkan perasaan thru songs.. aku rase sume org pon cenggitu.. kalau rindu, bagi lagu rindu.. kalau putus cinte, bagi lagu putus cinte.. kalau lagu menyesal, bg lagu disini menyesal.. but what i dont understand is, mase wedding reception, DJ slalu psg lagu2 yg tak kne.. hal ini telah dibahaskan oleh rakan twitter ku @Izyahya.. i cudnt agree with her more abt this subject.. ade ke psg lagu Tenda Biru or Pelamin Anganku Musnah ms kawen? inconsiderate betul.. psg la lagu2 kawen ke, lagu Dealova ke.. ini all those heartbroken songs... so, bakal2 pengantin, plz make a good song selections supaye org tidak mengate di kendian hari.. so guys.. aku dh melalut.. enjoy this song!
"Stereo Hearts"
(feat. Adam Levine)
[Adam Levine:]
My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te
Make me your radio
And turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo
[Travie McCoy:]
Gym Class Heroes baby!
If I was just another dusty record on the shelf
Would you blow me off and play me like everybody else?
If I asked you to scratch my back, could you manage that?
Like yea [scratched], check it Travie, I can handle that
Furthermore, I apologize for any skipping tracks
It's just the last girl that played me left a couple cracks
I used to used to used to, now I'm over that
'Cause holding grudges over love is ancient artifacts
If I could only find a note to make you understand
I'd sing it softly in your ear and grab you by the hand
Just keep it stuck inside your head, like your favorite tune
And know my heart's a stereo that only plays for you
[Chorus:]
My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te
Make me your radio
And turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh to sing along to my stereo
[Travie McCoy:]
Let's go!
If I was an old-school fifty pound boombox (remember them?)
Would you hold me on your shoulder wherever you walk
Would you turn my volume up in front of the cops (turn it up)
And crank it higher everytime they told you to stop
And all I ask is that you don't get mad at me
When you have to purchase mad D batteries
Appreciate every mixtape your friends make
You never know we come and go like on the interstate
I think I finally found a note to make you understand
If you can hit it, sing along and take me by the hand
Just keep me stuck inside your head, like your favorite tune
You know my heart's a stereo that only plays for you
[Chorus:]
My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te
Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh to sing along to my stereo
[Bridge:]
I only pray you'll never leave me behind (never leave me)
Because good music can be so hard to find (so hard to find)
I take your hand and hold it closer to mine
Thought love was dead, but now you're changing my mind
[Chorus:]
My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te
Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh (Gym Class Heroes baby!) to sing along to my stereo
Yeah
(feat. Adam Levine)
[Adam Levine:]
My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te
Make me your radio
And turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo
[Travie McCoy:]
Gym Class Heroes baby!
If I was just another dusty record on the shelf
Would you blow me off and play me like everybody else?
If I asked you to scratch my back, could you manage that?
Like yea [scratched], check it Travie, I can handle that
Furthermore, I apologize for any skipping tracks
It's just the last girl that played me left a couple cracks
I used to used to used to, now I'm over that
'Cause holding grudges over love is ancient artifacts
If I could only find a note to make you understand
I'd sing it softly in your ear and grab you by the hand
Just keep it stuck inside your head, like your favorite tune
And know my heart's a stereo that only plays for you
[Chorus:]
My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te
Make me your radio
And turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh to sing along to my stereo
[Travie McCoy:]
Let's go!
If I was an old-school fifty pound boombox (remember them?)
Would you hold me on your shoulder wherever you walk
Would you turn my volume up in front of the cops (turn it up)
And crank it higher everytime they told you to stop
And all I ask is that you don't get mad at me
When you have to purchase mad D batteries
Appreciate every mixtape your friends make
You never know we come and go like on the interstate
I think I finally found a note to make you understand
If you can hit it, sing along and take me by the hand
Just keep me stuck inside your head, like your favorite tune
You know my heart's a stereo that only plays for you
[Chorus:]
My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te
Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh to sing along to my stereo
[Bridge:]
I only pray you'll never leave me behind (never leave me)
Because good music can be so hard to find (so hard to find)
I take your hand and hold it closer to mine
Thought love was dead, but now you're changing my mind
[Chorus:]
My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te
Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh (Gym Class Heroes baby!) to sing along to my stereo
Yeah
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
blog bersawang pt 2..
ohh.. dh lame aku tak menulis blog.. haha.. lemak di segale tpt sudah tepu.. well.. just now, aku ade bace satu blog ni.. i'm kinda loyal reader to this blog.. thanks to my colleague cik elly yg memperkenalkan aku pd blog yg lawak die agak kasar tp sebenarnye mempunyai maksud tersendiri.. hahaha.. to that blog owner, as i promised, i give u credit kan?? aku tanak ckp banyak.. plz read her entry yg aku kopipes dan dah mintak kebenaran die utk share..her entry is about jealousy among friends.. jealousy is healthy.. but too much of it will kill u inside kan? aku pon seorang yg kuat jeles gak.. tp jeles aku bertempat dan sihat.. dulu statement aku "Jealous is so not my thing".. mase berbf gf, boleh pakai la.. seriously, aku jrg sgt la nk jeles2 kalau (mase tu ye) BF aku rapat ngan kwn2 perempuan die.. kecuali la kalau perempuan itu mendatangkan mudarat pd relationship tu.. haha.. tp dh lps kawen.. isk.. I rest my case la ye? hahaha.. nnt En suami gelak kt i.. muahahaha... korg phm2 sndiri la..
during our kindy years.. kte mesti penah ckp.. "jgn kawan ngan die awak, die jahat".. lalu, berlari2 la kwn kte tu menangis mengadu kt mak ayah die.. mase skolah rendah plak lain jeles die.. clasm8 kte ade brg2 cap Garfield.. kite mesti sibuk ajak mak ayah kte ke kedai utk membeli brg yg same.. masuk skolah menengah pulak jeles tgk bestfriend kte mase sekolah rendah rapat ngan kwn baru.. wahaha.. mase keje laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagi la lain jelesnye.. "uishh.. org tu beli kete baru la".. die pon sibuk nk bli gak.. pade aku sikap ni tade kesudahan.. it will show dat u r making fool of urself.. org bli tu, die nk bli gak.. org ade kaler tin, die pon nk ade gak.. lps tu melebih2 sampai jatuh ke perangai membazir.. astaghfirullahalazim.. Jauhkan la aku dr sikap yg tak sihat ni.. dlm blog ni aku plg suke tang ayat laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaast skali.. (hint: aku tak penah ade kaler 24 or 36.. lbh2 lagi dlm tin..) sian kt aku kan? mak aku soh aku pakai kaler yg 12 yg pendek punye.. isk isk isk.. mak aku kate nk kaler byk2 watpe? bkn awk gune pon.. dh darjah 6 br aku merase pakai kaler 12 yg panjang yg cap Faber Castell tu.. alaaaa.. yg boleh jd water color tu.. huhu.. sedih kan? haha *gelak sambil nk nanges*
so here goes.. blog cik epal ijau yg santek.. i kopipes blog akak tau.. kalau korang nk bace, boleh click di SINI..
during our kindy years.. kte mesti penah ckp.. "jgn kawan ngan die awak, die jahat".. lalu, berlari2 la kwn kte tu menangis mengadu kt mak ayah die.. mase skolah rendah plak lain jeles die.. clasm8 kte ade brg2 cap Garfield.. kite mesti sibuk ajak mak ayah kte ke kedai utk membeli brg yg same.. masuk skolah menengah pulak jeles tgk bestfriend kte mase sekolah rendah rapat ngan kwn baru.. wahaha.. mase keje laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagi la lain jelesnye.. "uishh.. org tu beli kete baru la".. die pon sibuk nk bli gak.. pade aku sikap ni tade kesudahan.. it will show dat u r making fool of urself.. org bli tu, die nk bli gak.. org ade kaler tin, die pon nk ade gak.. lps tu melebih2 sampai jatuh ke perangai membazir.. astaghfirullahalazim.. Jauhkan la aku dr sikap yg tak sihat ni.. dlm blog ni aku plg suke tang ayat laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaast skali.. (hint: aku tak penah ade kaler 24 or 36.. lbh2 lagi dlm tin..) sian kt aku kan? mak aku soh aku pakai kaler yg 12 yg pendek punye.. isk isk isk.. mak aku kate nk kaler byk2 watpe? bkn awk gune pon.. dh darjah 6 br aku merase pakai kaler 12 yg panjang yg cap Faber Castell tu.. alaaaa.. yg boleh jd water color tu.. huhu.. sedih kan? haha *gelak sambil nk nanges*
so here goes.. blog cik epal ijau yg santek.. i kopipes blog akak tau.. kalau korang nk bace, boleh click di SINI..
Kelmarin aku tweet dengan CPM and Mummy_Jade pasal ada member-member yang jeles.
Tak sangka rupanya ramai manusia-manusia yang takde life dalam dunia ni.
Membuatkan aku semakin realize dengan sorang member (member ke macam ni??) yang dalam pada nak buat baik dengan aku tu, semakin nampak jelesnya kat aku. Kalau setakat 'kawan baik' aku tu, aku tak heran sangat. Sebab aku pun bukan kenal dia sangat, kenal thru laki aku je. But aku takleh terima kalau orang yang jeles tu adelah kawan aku sendiri. Nak pulak kalau kawan tu kawan yang kita dah kenal like forever.
Benda macam ni selalu sangat jadi.
Pernah jadi kat aku.
Pernah jadi kat kawan kepada kawan aku.
Pernah jadi kat En Wan sendiri.
And mungkin jugak jadi kat korang.
Korang pernah ada experience berkawan punyalah lama dengan sorang ni time uni/skolah, tapi bila masing-masing dah keje, dah kawen, orang tu tend nak beat kau dalam semua hal. Kalau betul kau hebat aku takde hal. Ni bangsa yang kau sebenarnya takde apa sangat nak ditonjolkan tapi punyalah bangsatnya perangai, sampai sanggup mengada-adakan cerita. Hajat tu nak bagi orang impress la kan, tau-tau orang menyampah.
Orang macam ni selalunya dia akan bersembang tu konon-konon macam dia taknak ambik tau pasal kau la, tapi ujung-ujung korek. Contoh :
Tak sangka rupanya ramai manusia-manusia yang takde life dalam dunia ni.
Membuatkan aku semakin realize dengan sorang member (member ke macam ni??) yang dalam pada nak buat baik dengan aku tu, semakin nampak jelesnya kat aku. Kalau setakat 'kawan baik' aku tu, aku tak heran sangat. Sebab aku pun bukan kenal dia sangat, kenal thru laki aku je. But aku takleh terima kalau orang yang jeles tu adelah kawan aku sendiri. Nak pulak kalau kawan tu kawan yang kita dah kenal like forever.
Benda macam ni selalu sangat jadi.
Pernah jadi kat aku.
Pernah jadi kat kawan kepada kawan aku.
Pernah jadi kat En Wan sendiri.
And mungkin jugak jadi kat korang.
Korang pernah ada experience berkawan punyalah lama dengan sorang ni time uni/skolah, tapi bila masing-masing dah keje, dah kawen, orang tu tend nak beat kau dalam semua hal. Kalau betul kau hebat aku takde hal. Ni bangsa yang kau sebenarnya takde apa sangat nak ditonjolkan tapi punyalah bangsatnya perangai, sampai sanggup mengada-adakan cerita. Hajat tu nak bagi orang impress la kan, tau-tau orang menyampah.
Orang macam ni selalunya dia akan bersembang tu konon-konon macam dia taknak ambik tau pasal kau la, tapi ujung-ujung korek. Contoh :
Scene 1
Dia : Eh, kau 10 tahun ada dah kat kompeni skarang?
Aku : Lebih kurang la.
Dia : Wahhhh. Dah manager la kot eh? -----> korek-korek 1.
Aku : Takde la. Tempat aku ramai lagi senior. Dorang naikkan senior dulu la.
Dia : Ohhh, asistant manager la kot niiiiii --------> korek-korek 2.
Aku : Takde la, aku senior exec je.
Dia : Dah 10 tahun keje pun still senior lagi? Iskk, kalau kat tempat aku, kau dah boleh naik AM dah ni ------> dalam ertikata lain "aku lagi tinggi position dari kau".
Aku : Wahhh, manager dah kau?
Dia : Ala, manager pun gaji aku ciput je. Tak sampai 20K dia bayar aku.
**yawnnnn**
Tapi bila mintak bisnes kad manjang je dah habis.
Scene 2
Dia : Eh, kau beli rumah lain eh?
Aku : Ha'ah.
Dia : Rumah banglo eh? -------> korek-korek 3 (tapi dalam hati berdoa mintak-mintak dia beli rumah teres je).
Aku : Tak la teres je.
Dia : Berapa kau beli rumah tu?
Aku : 700K
Dia : Eh, sama lah! Aku pun beli rumah baru gak, 700 lebih. ------> dia mesti lebih dari kau punya.
Aku : Oh ye ke? Bila nak pindah?
Dia : Tak sure lagi.
Tapi sampai ke sudah dia tak pindah-pindah.
Scene 3
Dia : Anak kau berapa dah?
Aku : 4
Dia : 4 dah? Pehhhh...pakai MPV la kot ni? ------> korek-korek 4.
Aku : Takde keje aku nak beli MPV, pakai keta biasa je sudah.
Dia : Alah, angkat je la Alphard satu. Baru 200K. Selesa. Bawak sedap je -----> nak bgtau dia pakai Alphard okkkk.
Aku : Nanti-nanti la beli MPV. BMW aku baru je dapat semalam.
DANGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!
Kalau kau perasan, orang-orang macam ni dia suka pandang rendah kat kita. Dia tak pernah ada rasa :
- 'oh, dia beli rumah teres tapi mungkin ini rumah dia yang ke empat kot'
- 'dia pakai Kancil ni untuk jalan-jalan dekat je, kat rumah dia ada 4 bijik lagi kereta'
- 'dia just senior executive kat tempat keje tapi mungkin dia ada buat keje part time yang lain'.
Kepala hotak dia tu asik nak pandang orang rendah je sebab glabah nak tonjolkan diri sendiri.
Kepada orang-orang begini especially kawan aku tu, semakin kau try hard untuk mengorek pasal aku at the same time meng-up-kan diri kau, semakin jelas aku nampak yang kau sebenarnya takde apa-apa pun. Kau cuma ada bodoh je.
Sebab??
Sebab kau sebenarnya dah bagitau pada semua orang apa yang kau ada.
Dan benda yang kau ada tu semuanya benda biasa bagi orang lain.
Paling kesian bila benda yang kau ada adelah benda yang aku tak kisah pun kalau aku tak ada.
Sedih kan.
Kau ye ye je jaja kat orang yang kau ada ni, kau dapat ni, kau earn banyak ni, ujung-ujung aku buat muka selenga. Dalam hati aku cakap 'Kesiannnn, baru nak merasa'.
Nangis.
Rentikan ok tebiat macam ni?
Buruk sangat.
Nampak very the budak-budak Darjah 2 Putih.
Like 'Kita ada pensel kaler Luna 24 batang, awak ada?'
'Eleh, kita pun ada la kaler pensil Luna 24 batang. Mak kita beli yang dalam tin punya!'
Duhh!
Monday, September 19, 2011
I Wish You Were Here..
"Wish You Were Here"
I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all
There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it
And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.
I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss
All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.
[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
(let go let go let go let go)
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)

