contraceptive method..

yup.. as horny as it sounds.. kne la admit yg kte memerlukan'nye'.. wahahaha.. i know i do.. =) so i went to Klinik Nur Sejahtera located in Malay Town after getting an advice from my gynae.. he gave me some methods which are injection, IUD, implanon and Noriday pills.. so balik2 tu berbincang la diriku dgn en suami which method to take.. he said up to mu la shayang.. so i decided to try the injectables Depo Provera (a depot formulation of medroxyprogesterone acetate given as an intramuscular injection every three months).. so berangkat lah diriku ke Klinik Nur Sejahtera untuk menyerah diri..

sampai2 je kt klinik, ade 3 matrons kt situ.. bile aku melangkah masuk je..one of them tanye.. ye dik.. (adekah muke ku begitu mude utk masuk ke klinik2 camtu?) aku pon tersipu2 malu.. kak.. ari tu sy dh dtg ngan suami tny psl injections tu.. Prof Moc soh saye dtg sni.. pastu akak tuh pon ckp.. owh.. adik isi form dulu la.. smbl2 isi form tu die tny nk inject yg rm18 ke yg rm36? aku garu2 kpale.. sy pon tatau.. nnt sy tgk ubat ape.. aku bwk kuar small note yg Dr Moc bg.. and she wuz like.. owhh.. u breastfeed ke? ok2.. we'll give u Depo la.. lps isik form, die soh aku naik timbang.. hah? sekilo naik.. wahahah.. pastu die ckp.. ok, boleh g bilik blkg ye? aku pon pegi and the other nurse so aku meniarap.. inject kt punggung ye? wehehe.. malu la aii.. *blush* punggung saye tak santekk.. manyak selulit.. (okay2.. i made up dat dialogue).. nurse tu pon inject la.. agak la sakitnye.. time pregnant ari tu jab tetanus pon xsakit camni..so it's done and it cost me rm36.. the nurses told me dat i have to come back on the 6th of May sbb ubat tu expired dat day.. Doc ckp, kalau aku tak amek jab dh pon, it wud last abt 2-3 months pastu br bley pregnant..utk menstabilkan Depo ni, aku kne dtg 2 bln skali slame 3 kali.. pastu br once in every 3months..

betape senang hati beta.. wahahaha.. owhh.. the nurse tuh bitau yg my nxt period akan lame sket.. very true la itu.. aku period on the 2nd of April and darah period kering betol on the 19th of april which was yesterday.. tp kan dlm Islam, hari ke 16 tuh dh kne sucikan diri.. aku pon mandi la wajib.. but still kluar gak bendera Jepun tu.. i asked Dr abt it.. he said it's either u period up to 20days or u tak period lansung.. die nk tgk plak nxt jab cemane.. huhu.. aku sbnrny nk ngelakkan amek Noriday sbb i'm not an avid pill eater.. ubat demam pon aku tak nak mkn.. huhu.. tp kalau terpakse.. aku makan la gak kan.. we'll see how.. huhu..

red flag????

yepp.. sudah kena la.. my nifas finished on my41st day.. the red flag dtg on my 42nd day and lasted 6 days.. huhu.. barula diri ini bercite2 utk tidak memperiodkan diri.. tetapi tetap dia dtg dgn selambenye.. huhu.. diriku memberitahu en suami yg both of us akan berpantang for 100 days (boleh ke?) die tepuk dahi.. huahuahua.. but sometimes aku takut.. takut tak kuat iman.. wahahaha.. sorry ye sape2 yg bace.. ni blog aku.. suke ati mak la nk tulih ape kan? hehe..

went to see dr moc the other day.. he did explain abt the contraceptive method that we can take.. mule2 aku kate aku tanak la rancang2.. aku nk tawakkal je.. tp bile kuar si tecit ni dan melihatkan perangai2nye yg sgt2 laaaaaaaaa cantik... i decided to opt for one.. dr moc explained dat every method has its own adverse effects n failure rates.. n there was 1 thing yg doc ckp yg membuatkan aku sedikit risau.. kondisi uterus aku semacam tak betol.. tak betol as in the position.. the best quest he asked.. "u penah dgr tak kalau rahim camni u ssh nk dpt anak?" i wuz like wtf doc? cer explain yg kuar aritu ape die? huhu.. wallahualam la kan? tu sume keje Allah.. kalau dh adam je buah ati aku.. aku terima.. kalau Dia nk bg lagi.. alhamdulillah..

melihatkan anythg je boleh jadi these days.. aku kne bersedia.. mane la tau.. kot2 adam dpt adik walau pelbagai halangan sudah ku letak.. wahahaha.. lucahnye mak ni yuolzzzz.. ye la kan.. aku bajet2 period waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy lambat lagi.. tetibe toingggg.. die berade di situ.. mak aku pon period on her 45th day.. blom la sempat ms V nk berehat.. die kne bekerja.. hehe..


despite all the worries.. aku rindu zaman2 mak buyong.. aku rindu extreme TLC fr my husband and people around me.. i mish my swollen feet.. i mish adam's movement in my belly.. all the kicking, and cuit2 and quickening.. i mish wearing maternity clothes with my perut ke depan.. i mish going to the clinics to do checkups.. and what i mish the most is perangai buruk aku mengidam nk itu nk ini.. satu je aku tak dapat ms aku tgh pregnant iaitu COACH SUNGLASSES tepanyaki.. yg plg gile aku mintak were bubur McD kul 2pagi and subway sandwich.. tapi alhamdulillah.. due2 aku dapat.. thanks to en suami for bubur mcD and liya for the subway..

perut itu...

dan itu..

swollen feet.. huhu.. HIDEOUS!!

oh! Subway.. where art thou??

well.. contraception? me is still thinking.. dem!!!!