why?

nape lately i have kinda mood swings? even sum of my students did notice the changing in me... last monday i meletup kt my first clas.. i duno y... everything seems wrong...

perasaan malas nk g keje tuh jgn ckpla... every single day i hv probs of bgn pagi... everyday rs malas... rs nk tdo satu hari suntuk...

what hv gone into me??

My bestest friend wedding....

alhamdulillah... everything went superbly fine.. as for me... i'm so happy and a bit sad... happy sbb she's married already... sad sbb we cant hangout like we used to... her life is definitely changing aft the wedding... well... i love u ayong n will alwiz be... huhu... nnt kt sape aku nk ngadu lagi...=( well... these are sum pics that were taken during the big day...

:: us ::

:: Lt Muda Mohd Khairulnazli ::

:: the hantaran ::

:: The Dais::

:: Mr & Mrs Nazli ::

:: us SMARTianz ::

:: girlfriends ::

:: ms jet with mr & mrs nazli ::

:: ayong's sister ::

well... that's about it... tapi kitorg tak cukup korum... badam wuz not there celebrating the big day... sedey lagi... =(

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i'm suck at it BIG TIME.. ego kan? ntah.. i duno.. i kept on breaking other's heart... my parents, my brothers, my friends, everybody who knows me... i no i'm not good at it at all... seriously.. it fuckin disturbed me somehow wen i think of it...

people bitching about u behind ur back... people said bad things about u... people dun believe u at all... people hate u... people do diz... people do dat.. how wud u feel? wut d'u do? swallow it evntho u no it's damn fuckin bitter..

life's a bitch...ya i no... tell me all about it... ive been facing my ups and downs in life... i wish i cud survive... becuz i no right now... at the moment of speaking... i cant... i juz cant... it is too painful to think... i hv nobody to turn to... fuck!!

sedih + happy...

my bestfriend's getting married in less than 12 hrs... =(

tiring day...

phew... i havent updated moi blog for ages oredi... no mood 2 write la... the migraine keep on visiting me these couple of weeks... takkan nak mintak mc je... nnt doc ckp aku mls n suke ponteng plakk..

well.. he left kptm 4 gud oredi... sob sob sob... boo hoo... dun cwy la jetto.. bkn takleh jumpe... he's in Uni. M'sia Phg as a guru bahasa... well... gud luck 2u hunn... tade sape nk teman i g komasra... wuwu... sedey... LOL!!~~~

as a result of his gudbye... WE have to take his classes... me myself... hv 2 take 2 of his classes... and that has made my workload bertambah 2 24hrs... and also dat makes me have the most workload among all the english lecturers... LETIH doww!!! curently, i hv 2 teach 5 kptm classes and one UiTM class.. thank God yg bdk UiTM nih.. used 2b my stdnts last semester... tapi agak lemak la sorg2... quite a few number of stdnts ask me the same quest... particularly on tuesday... miss.. u luk pale la 2day... miss... whats with the sad face... and yada yada yada...pheww... tiring and tiring day... menci... on tuesday.. my clas will be str8 from 8-4... with only one hr gap during lunch... =(

well... nuff said lahh... tired to write oredi...