Monday, March 31, 2008

Mercy - Duffy




I love you
but i gotta stay true
my morals got me on my knees
im begging please stop playing games

i dont know what this is
cos you got me good
just like you knew you would

i dont know what you do
but you do it well
I’m under your spell

Chorus
You got me begging you for mercy
why wont you relase me
you got me begging you for mercy
why wont you release me
I said release me

Now you think that i
will be something on the side
but you got to understand
that i need a man
who can take my hand yes i do

i dont know what this is
but you got me good
just like you knew you would

i dont know what you do
but you do it well
I’m under your spell

You got me begging you for mercy
why wont you release me
you got me begging you for mercy
why wont you release me
I said you’d better release yeah yeah yeah

Im begging you for mercy
yes why wont you realse me
im begging you for mercy

you got me begging
you got me begging
you got me begging

Mercy, why wont you realise me
im begging you for mercy
why wont you release me

you got me begging you for mercy
im begging you for mercy
im begging you for mercy
im begging you for mercy
im begging you for mercy

Why wont you release me yeah yeah
break it down

(Fade)

Thursday, March 27, 2008

It's just a little crush really...

As you are reading the headline, I must have caught your attention and made your mind quizzical and full of questions.. am I not? Yepp… when u fall in love with your best friend what wud u do? He/she is in the same building, class, bus, housing area or wherever with u? It must be tough kan? Wherever you go, you always bump with her/him… And to make things worse, he/ she feel the same way like you do. Ahah… TRAGIC!! This feeling sometimes cannot be hindered as it grows silently in our heart. Yep…been there and done that… they will make you feel guilty but at the same time you feel happy… the more u try to forget that person the harder it gets… and the nearer that person will be with you… life’s a tragic scenario isn’t it?

What if you are at the peak of moving on and you have almost finally succeed, suddenly that person SMSes you… “Hey…I miss you. I miss our moments… yada yada yada…” What do you feel? How would you react? Would you ignore that person? Would you layan that person? You must have been asking yourself… Why now? Why not 3 or 4 years ago? Why does this feeling exist between us? Why do I attracted to my best friend? Zillions of questions that you have no answer to that.

I have many experiences in this issue. *sigh*. I have fallen in love so many times with my best friends. 2 of them end up being my boyfriends. The rest? Kasih Tak Sampai. I’m not putting on fire in my best friends’ relationships. Don’t worry. I know how it feels when some one like our other halves. Classic and Tragic. Am I not right? you tell me...

Sunday, March 9, 2008

Sampai Menutup Mata (Acha Septriasa)...

embun di pagi buta
menebarkan bau basah
detik demi detik ku hitung
inikah saat ku pergi

oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
berikanalah aku hidup
takkan ku sakiti dia
hukum aku bila terjadi

(c /o)
aku tak mudah
untuk mencintai
aku tak mudah
mengaku ku cinta
aku tak mudah
mengatakan
aku jatuh cinta

( * )
senandungku
hanya untuk cinta
tirakat ku
hanya untuk engkau
tiada dusta
sumpah ku cinta
sampai ku menutup mata...

repeat (c /o)

repeat ( * )

Yummy...

Why on earth does this man look yummier and yummier each day... LOL!!!



Jesse McCartney - Leavin'

Love or Lust?

pic credit : tumpanglalu

everybody will have encounter of this relationship problem at least once in their lifetime... we will have a dirty little secret like what All American Rejects said..."let me know that I’ve done wrong, When I've known this all along. I go around a time or two, Just to waste my time with you"... heh... It is just a song really...but people say the song that we love n enjoy to listen reflects what we do in our daily lives...am I not rite? Why am I writing this? cuz I remember what my boyfriend has said to me...what you don’t know, wont hurt u…that is so true baby... what did I reply? I said... it will hurt them more when they found out the truth... so? ape nak buat? simpan salah...tak simpan pon salah kann? and when it happens... we'll say SHIT HAPPENS!!

Lately...I have been thinking...what have i done wrong in my life? I guess. I have too many answers that I certainly cannot put them into words... there's a super massive black hole there and I have stuffed it with many wrongdoings...and I regret for that. I let them occupy my life...I let them nest in my mind... Those thoughts I cannot deny. These sleeping dogs won't lie...And all I've tried to hide. It’s eating me apart...Trace this life out.. and god-knows-when am going to stop doing that...

there are things that we regret when we've done it...there are things that we enjoy eventhough we know its wrong...lain padang lain belalang...kan? one of my friend realize that she has done something that is unpleasant in her relationship...but she kinda enjoy it...and she told me.. "why this things happen now? why not 2-3 years ago? why didnt it happened when she first met her boyfriend?"...me myself couldnt answer her question at that particular time...but now...here's my answer..."maybe those things are dugaan that appear in our relationship...to prove whether or not we still love our spouse...we still have a long journey to go thru...many things to think...what had happened are maybe some kind LUST, ANGST, LOVE, etc etc"... ntah...i guess i have no exact answer for that...sorry pal...mcm paris ckp.."do u know..what its like...when its wrong...but it feels allrite.."

at the moment of writing… my mind came across with Paris’ song "nothing in this world"...call me stupid or eeuuwww or what so ever...but I really like this song... it's kinda cheap kan? but who cares? we know that he likes to tease guys here and there...haha.. So I was thinking to myself when you passed me by..“Here’s what I like”...And you were with somebody else but you can’t deny...That’s me in your eye"...hmm...she is such a teaser kan? huhu...sometimes kan..i think that mmg perempuan mcm tuh...not all laa...but some.. haa...that is all lead to dirty little secret gak at last kann? mule2 kawan...pastu rapat2...pastu dah start kua...pastu.. Hmm... Nature will do at its best la...pastu...dirty little secret...huhuh...bagus btol paris nih...no wonder she has no bf until now...cuz she is kinda enjoying what she is doing rite now... Flirting here and there...i wonder how it feels when we can flirt here and there like her...with no attachments… but she looks cheap laa kann? owhh...that is so unfair to address a lady "cheap" when the guy pon melayan gakk..tapi pempuan laa yg slalu dpt gelaran tuh kann? i don’t know...you asked yourself...


Sunday, March 2, 2008

One In A Million....

as i was blog-hopping the other day...
this clip from THIS BLOG really makes my day...
correct! correct! correct!

enjoice ya? LOL!!!~~~