i'm not ok... ( I promise)

gullible n vulnerable...yupp.. am not... i'm not dat foolish... not dat stupid... ive learn a lot from my life... it has made me stronger in every way... i do cry sometimes... who doesnt? but diz time... i wont shed any tears... it's a lesson for me and for us... dun take everything for granted... at this moment of speaking... i'm texting with my bulat... and at the same time writing diz entry n i can feel dat my BP is pumping... FUCK!!! marahnyer haku!!!!!!

p/s: (i need my drugs shayang... puwishhh??)