2nd anniversary..

diz is my post-anniversary entry.. hehe.. selepas 2 weeks br nk post ye zetti? hehe.. as in today, i've been married to en mohd shafeirul zaman bin abd majid (try read it in 1 breath.. i dare you!) for 2 yrs and 13 days.. alhamdulillah.. we have our ups and downs in marriage.. and alhamdulillah we survive in it.. being with him made me be a lil bit more independent.. he's the one that listen to all my problems whether it is work-related or friend-related.. i'm not good in arranging words but.. it might be worth a shot..

dear husband,
thank you for loving me for 2 years and 13 days.. thank you for being there in every part of my life.. thank you for lending me your ears when i'm nagging.. thank you for being my shoulder when i cried.. thank you for being a good friend, husband and ayah to me, adam and our future family members.. and to all those.. i wish you happy 2nd anniversary.. i love you so very much! this song goes to us and many many years to come..

p/s: bibi jgn nangis ye? hehe.. suami saye ni penyedih orangnye.. =)

SEDETIK LEBIH

Setiap nafas yang dihembus

Setiap degupan jantung

Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Dalam sedar dibuai angan

Dalam tidur dan khayalan

Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Ternyata ku perlukan cinta dari dirimu sayang

Barulah terasa ku bernyawa

Kasihku…ku amat mencintai kamu

Kerana kau beri erti hidup

Ku kan terus mencinta sedetik lebih selepas selamanya

Di kala penuh ketakutan dengan badai kehidupan

Ku bersyukur adanya kamu

Biarlah kehilangan semua yang dimiliki di dunia

Asal masih adanya kamu

spider webbed entry..

*sigh*

why did i start my entry with that word? i am so fuckin lazy to update my blog.. like super lazy!! been reading a lot of stuff lately.. blogs, magazines, gossip column(don't u juz love to be bzbody? hehe), FB, and many2 more.. i feel like so tepu to even update my blog.. one of my dear reader Mommy Qast even leave a comment in my blog saying that i havent been updating for quite ages.. very true.. i have a lot of drafts that havent been published.. i even havent written my anniversary entry yet.. sorry bibi...

so what now? Ipad 2 is coming soon.. 25th March i guess.. my husband and i are dying to have 1 (doesnt matter the ol Ipad or Ipad 2).. well, he actually is in the process of doing a research in implementing Ipad in language classroom.. insya Allah.. so dat's why he is eyeing for it.. aku cume menumpang nengok je.. wehehe.. being an Apple user (iPod video 4th gen) for quite a while.. bley la aku menolong die to get all the info he needs.. insya Allah.. so iPad 2 is thinner and lighter and faster too.. but we'll juz have to wait for the price.. our dearly Tan Sri Steve Job who is so kurus wen he reveal this gadget has been diagnosed with terminal Pancreatic cancer.. "The new photos show him looking painfully frail and weak, with his jeans and dark top hanging loosely on his six-feet-two-inches, frail body, the Daily Mail reported. The pictures were not yet available online, but Jobs's weight is said to have dropped from a pre-cancer 175 pounds to 130 pounds now, according to the National Enquirer".

right now at the moment of speaking, both of us are trying to add a member in our family.. tetibe rase nk ade baby girl.. i've stopped taking Pills.. stop all the birth control methods.. hehe.. wen we asked Adam whether he wants a baby sister or not, he will juz nod.. (mane die paham kan? hehe) i miss all that kicking and moving in my belly.. i miss asking McD bubur 2 in the morning.. well i hope en suami will tahan wit my perangai diz time.. insya Allah.. kalau jadi.. i'll announce the good news.. =)

well i guess.. that's all for my spider webbed entry.. hehe..