2nd anniversary..

diz is my post-anniversary entry.. hehe.. selepas 2 weeks br nk post ye zetti? hehe.. as in today, i've been married to en mohd shafeirul zaman bin abd majid (try read it in 1 breath.. i dare you!) for 2 yrs and 13 days.. alhamdulillah.. we have our ups and downs in marriage.. and alhamdulillah we survive in it.. being with him made me be a lil bit more independent.. he's the one that listen to all my problems whether it is work-related or friend-related.. i'm not good in arranging words but.. it might be worth a shot..

dear husband,
thank you for loving me for 2 years and 13 days.. thank you for being there in every part of my life.. thank you for lending me your ears when i'm nagging.. thank you for being my shoulder when i cried.. thank you for being a good friend, husband and ayah to me, adam and our future family members.. and to all those.. i wish you happy 2nd anniversary.. i love you so very much! this song goes to us and many many years to come..

p/s: bibi jgn nangis ye? hehe.. suami saye ni penyedih orangnye.. =)

SEDETIK LEBIH

Setiap nafas yang dihembus

Setiap degupan jantung

Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Dalam sedar dibuai angan

Dalam tidur dan khayalan

Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Ternyata ku perlukan cinta dari dirimu sayang

Barulah terasa ku bernyawa

Kasihku…ku amat mencintai kamu

Kerana kau beri erti hidup

Ku kan terus mencinta sedetik lebih selepas selamanya

Di kala penuh ketakutan dengan badai kehidupan

Ku bersyukur adanya kamu

Biarlah kehilangan semua yang dimiliki di dunia

Asal masih adanya kamu

adam's new toy...

mintak mahap dgn imej2 lucah di dalam video ini.. i bought a pushwalker for him.. he cudnt use that yet.. tp sbb murah n its a second hand.. i grabbed it wit no hesitations.. ehe.. enjoice!!

Adam's rompers..

these custom-made designs rompers were ordered from my beloved friend Yatt.. she made diz designs for Adam.. love it mucho.. thanks yatt.. =) the blue one tu dh boleh pakai.. yg green 'Property of Sheffy & Jett' tu blm boleh pakai lagi.. hehe.. owh.. if u want one of this.. u can always go to her website. click HERE. harge boleh nego..

i mish him..

there are no word to describe how much i miss him.. =(

before i was a mom..

that was all before.. now.. i'm enjoying my motherhood with adam zuhayr.. i love u so much baby.. mummy shayang adam byk2 deyam2 picit2.. lastly..

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL WONDERFUL MOMMIES AND MOMMIES-2B OUT THERE..

 p/s: pics take from Baiboo.com.my

Let's Fall in Love Again..

Let's Just Fall In Love Again (Jason Castro)

Let's pretend baby
that you've just met me
and I've never seen you before

I'll tell all my friends
that I think you're staring
And you say the same
to yours

And Oh
We'll dance around it all night
and then I'll follow you outside
And try to open up my mouth
and nothing comes out right

Chorus:
And I wanna fall in love with you again
I don't have to try
It's so easy who needs to pretend
But because
It's so funny let's just think about it honey
Let's just fall in love again

I'll call you in three days
Not too soon not too late
And I'll ask your roommate if you're home

Oh

You'll call me on Thursday
And we'll hang out all day
Then fall asleep on the phone

And Oh
I'll hold your hand when we drive
And we'll lose track of all the time
And we'll tell everyone that we ain't never felt so alive

Chorus

We'll fall disgustingly fast
And we'll stop hanging out with friends
And they'll be so offended

Oh ooh oh

Chorus

Let's just fall in love again
So let's just fall in love again 

 p/s: bibi.. let's fall in love again... *wink*

surprise is not a surprise after all..

the other day, i wanted to surprise en suami with cupcake in which i ordered from kak yeen from madame cupcakes.. dh siap2 plan dgn marni.. 'jangan msg aku tau, nnt aku call kau kalau papehal'.. pastu pakat plak ngan k.intan.. 'nnt marni call u kalau cuppies dh smp'.. aku pon mcm biase g amek adam ngan haziq.. sbb hari jumaat 5 mac tu aku ngan k.intan cuti dan kitorg g bermanje kan diri.. kul 5.30 kitorg gerak la dr spa tu.. smp2 dpn giant, en suami call.. angkat2 je hp yg aku dgr, 'hey gatal!' rupe2nye.. die ckp i accident.. haduuu.. nk seprais die tp aku yg seprais.. kete die sandwich.. sume salah kete blkg.. tp luckily kete en suami tidaklah begitu teruk.. tp til now masih dlm bengkel.. huhu.. so readers, enjoy the pics..

SX cuppies yg tak baper nk surprise..

pandangan depan

 

pandangan belakang

 

pandangan dekat

*sigh*

=)

His smiles shines my day brighter than usual..

adam hit his 2 month..

sorry.. entry nih terlambat.. hehe.. lil adam dh reach his 2 month old..

- he gets grumpy wen he couldnt get his slumber n mommy's milk..
- tido yg sgt lasak..
- berak sometimes sekali sehari or max twice..
- susu mommy dh tak cukup nk cater nafsu makan die..
- n he weighs 6.2kg.. adelah sgt berat bdk tecik nihh..
- starts wearing CD oredi.. tp die heavy wetter.. kejap je dh BERAT..
- sgt xsuke tdo dlm playpen.. tp kalau dlm baby cot.. die suke..

 

hello.. adam br lps mandi.. =)

 

in his spongebob CD..

adam's new toy..

bought diz for a good bargain.. tak sia2 aku berjalan2 mencari mende alah ni.. yes i no.. aku langgar pantang.. blm sebulan lagi aku dh kuar berjalan.. but who the fuck cares? aku jatuh aku tanggung sndiri.. takkan aku nk salahkan en suami or mak aku or tanak mengaku tu mmg salah aku kan? hehe.. ni lah hasilnye berjalan2 dan survey2 bouncer.. dh lame aku tgk bouncer nih kt little whiz.. alhamdulillah.. dapat gak beli.. thanks to en suami.. =)

look what mummy and ayah bought for me..

flutterbye dreams bouncer

he waves juz like the birdie on the bouncer..

enjoying moi new toy..

happy birthday bdk bulat!!!!

sorry i cant celebrate it with u like what i did last year.. but diz year kte celebrate ngan si tecit nih ye? huhu... mmmmmmmmuuuuuuuaaaahhhhh... i wev u so vewy much bdk butuk..

AND

HIM..

I don't know but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn somethng new
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you

the clock is ticking..

in ur heart.. i like to stay... =)

songo pt II..

this pair of hands never fails to turn me on.. awwwww... vain la jet ni.. kan? kan? bdk bulat.. jgn senget2 senyum tu.. wahahah...

pre honeymoon...

wahaha.. i must have caught ur attention kann? it wuz not our pre honeymoon.. yesterday, Encik tunang, Mz Ilyani and i went to Benum Hill for college's marketing... we departed at 6.45am... arrived at 1015.. 1hr and 15mins behind the schedule... after the talk2 and goodies giveaways.. the three of us cam-whoring kat tasik2 di situ.. wahahahaha... pastu kitorg balik.. ondeway balik.. being me.. aku tersengguk2 tido.. shian en tunang kne bwk kete... huhu..

dh sampai ktn.. en tunang n i sent mis Ilyani to her house bcuz she is so damn tired.. we went to the card shop to approve the card layout.. and then they can proceed to print2 the cards.. huhu... after dat.. we went to EC mall for our escapades.. Done! En tunang bought a trolley bag for our escapade.. wahahahaha.. besarnye beg tu.. aku pon boleh masuk dan dok diam2 dlm tu... huhu... besh2.. again... checklist for moi wedding..

1) Card - checked!
2) Escapade - Checked and Paid!
3) Surprises (aku stress disitu PLURAL ye uolz) - Checked and Paid!
4) Hantaran 4 Groom - checked!
5) Door gifts - in process
6) Bunga Pahar - in process

pinjam baby nih satttttt.....

cam whoring bersame Ms Ilyani di Benum Hill...

satu cerita di hari minggu...

last saturday... i went to kl wit encik bulat kesayanganku a.k.a encik tunang utk membeli sedikit barang2 hantaran.. well... it turned out to be encik tunang yg banyak membeli... that resulted to miong face of mine.. he has almost completed his task... utk haku? uwaaaa.... handbag, kasut, kain pasang dan bermacam2 lagi blum dibeli... we went to midvalley and gardens... hajat di hati nk pegi macam2 tempat... tp these 2 malls je yg kitorg redah... tapi sgt best... sbb both of us had fun... hari kian gelap... kaki semakin letih dan sakit dan cam dh nak tercabut... tapi... perjuangan perlu diteruskan... we hopped from one shop to another... well... some promoters are ok... but mcm biase... some are not at their best behaviours... y? pilih bulu... sangat2... for example.. ade sorang promoter fr metrojaya... obviously yg muke2 berlagak nih are from cosmetics and fragrance counters... in one incidents... she asked en. tunang... would u like to try some perfume sir... blm sempat encik tunang menjawab... diz girl nmpk plak pak arab... trus.."hello... wud u like to try some perfume sir" to pak arab tuh... FUCK!!! sgt diskriminasi... sbb pak arab nih byk duit... konek besar... kau tetibe la nk beralih perhatian? *begitu aku ssentapsss*... diz are the attitudes yg aku tgk happens kat malaysia nih... nak2 kalau kite masuk designer's boutique... they will stare like "kau ade duit ke nak masuk sni?" puhlease laa... kalau org putih pakai selipar tu bley plak kau layan? hanye disebabkan die org putih? come on laaa.... you shud layan orang sume same... bukan discriminate mcm tu... wahahahah.... tetibe nk sentaps kann? tapi kan.. cer korang pk... kalau kne kat korang... sakit ati tak? mesti la sakit jiwe rage nih kannn? dem!!!

satu lagi... the uncivilised people yg tggu public transportation seperti LRT and Commuter.. it happened to both of us... sume org dh elok2 beratur kat kl sentral nk naik komuter ke midvalley... bile smp je mende kuning yg panjang tu... seme org laju ke pintu... tak kasik can lansung org nk kuar.. pastu bley wat muke tak bersalah... bile org pggl kau bodoh tak berakal... tau plak kau marah kannn? knape mende kecik macam 2 takleh pk? iskkk...

anyhu... berbalik kepade citer aku gi kl... dh penat gile kitorg berjalan... kitorg g makan kt Old Taste setiawangsa... makan pon tak larat sbb letih sangat... amek bangteh kt LRT Setiawangsa... 1145pm off we headed to Kuantan... letih, penat and mengantuk... ditambah pulak dengan hujan lebat... huhu... tian kat encik tunang sbb aku tak teman die drive... sowy bibi... we arrived at 4am and bangteh nor i cudnt drive home.. we decided to sleep at our house in taman rasau aman... huhu... aku dh rasmikan sblm kawen... and sowy bibi... u hv to sleep outside.. =)

the next morning... i've to send encik tunang ke airport.. he's going to penang for 2 days... wuwu..

Surprise!!!

My dear Mohd Shafeirul Zaman,

happy 27th birthday... diz will be the last birthday for u as bachelor, rite? heyy... dun be sad cuz i'm not there with u on ur birthday... May Allah bless you on diz special day.. I love you so much bibibutukk.... one big and shloppy kish for u!!!! mmmmmmuuuuuaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


p/s: it's a scheduled entry... i've written diz earlier... sbb i tau i wont be in front of my lappy on ur bday bibi..

yes you...

kamu membuatkan hatiku cair (waicehh!!)
kamu membuatku menguntum senyum sendirian (gile!!)
kamu membuatkan diriku gila (apakah??!!)
apa kamu dah buat?? (garu2 kepala)

puwishhh???

she: plz don't stop loving me.. =(
he: i won't as long as u behave..

he used to be...

my brother... he wuz... a good and responsible brother indeed... deswaaiii i luv him so much... but he is not my brother anymore... my fiancee he is... i cant wait for our big day to come.. =) a self claimed beruang panda yg chumel (one of his stdnts give him that name)... he is kot? ayong said muke die same ngan panda tu... its all bcuz of his eyebag yg sgt teruk... huhu...

i wev u mohd shafeirul zaman..

again...

i break his heart again... i dunno wut went wrong with me... i keep on repeating breaking his heart... again and again and again and again... juz tell me what to do... juz tell me what to do to patch things up... cuz i duno what else to do... i love him n i dun wana lose him... i cant bear the pain of not havin him lovin me..

puwishhh??

i no i dun deserve it... but puwish bibi? forgive me? forgive me ok? i want u... i want u badly.. i want u every single moment.. i cant live without u... ever... i cant imagine my life without u...