red flag????

yepp.. sudah kena la.. my nifas finished on my41st day.. the red flag dtg on my 42nd day and lasted 6 days.. huhu.. barula diri ini bercite2 utk tidak memperiodkan diri.. tetapi tetap dia dtg dgn selambenye.. huhu.. diriku memberitahu en suami yg both of us akan berpantang for 100 days (boleh ke?) die tepuk dahi.. huahuahua.. but sometimes aku takut.. takut tak kuat iman.. wahahaha.. sorry ye sape2 yg bace.. ni blog aku.. suke ati mak la nk tulih ape kan? hehe..

went to see dr moc the other day.. he did explain abt the contraceptive method that we can take.. mule2 aku kate aku tanak la rancang2.. aku nk tawakkal je.. tp bile kuar si tecit ni dan melihatkan perangai2nye yg sgt2 laaaaaaaaa cantik... i decided to opt for one.. dr moc explained dat every method has its own adverse effects n failure rates.. n there was 1 thing yg doc ckp yg membuatkan aku sedikit risau.. kondisi uterus aku semacam tak betol.. tak betol as in the position.. the best quest he asked.. "u penah dgr tak kalau rahim camni u ssh nk dpt anak?" i wuz like wtf doc? cer explain yg kuar aritu ape die? huhu.. wallahualam la kan? tu sume keje Allah.. kalau dh adam je buah ati aku.. aku terima.. kalau Dia nk bg lagi.. alhamdulillah..

melihatkan anythg je boleh jadi these days.. aku kne bersedia.. mane la tau.. kot2 adam dpt adik walau pelbagai halangan sudah ku letak.. wahahaha.. lucahnye mak ni yuolzzzz.. ye la kan.. aku bajet2 period waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy lambat lagi.. tetibe toingggg.. die berade di situ.. mak aku pon period on her 45th day.. blom la sempat ms V nk berehat.. die kne bekerja.. hehe..


despite all the worries.. aku rindu zaman2 mak buyong.. aku rindu extreme TLC fr my husband and people around me.. i mish my swollen feet.. i mish adam's movement in my belly.. all the kicking, and cuit2 and quickening.. i mish wearing maternity clothes with my perut ke depan.. i mish going to the clinics to do checkups.. and what i mish the most is perangai buruk aku mengidam nk itu nk ini.. satu je aku tak dapat ms aku tgh pregnant iaitu COACH SUNGLASSES tepanyaki.. yg plg gile aku mintak were bubur McD kul 2pagi and subway sandwich.. tapi alhamdulillah.. due2 aku dapat.. thanks to en suami for bubur mcD and liya for the subway..

perut itu...

dan itu..

swollen feet.. huhu.. HIDEOUS!!

oh! Subway.. where art thou??

well.. contraception? me is still thinking.. dem!!!!