Sunday, August 29, 2010

another milestones for adam zuhayr..


hello readers.. adam hits his 9th month last two days.. anak mummy dh besa dh.. dh membuas sgt2.. huhu.. he is sucha mummy's boy.. kalah ayah.. ayah pon tak manje camtu.. dlm mase adam fr 8th to 9th month, he has faced a lot of sickness.. start sblm mummy g kg pagi.. he was infected with chicken pox.. ms mummy kt kg pagi, he got rubella measles.. pastu demam selsema.. pastu Hand, Foot and Mouth Disease (HFMD).. luckily, doc ckp nothing to be worried.. HFMD is common skang.. tp mak mane tak risau kan? well, adam kurang makan skang ni kt umah Mak Yah.. tatau nape.. tp blk umah mummy and wan.. he eats a lot.. bile g makan kt luar.. pon makan banyak gak.. huhu..

takut la penyakit bdk2 skang.. demam sket xleh.. gatal sket pon takleh.. i guess thats the price we hv to pay for being a mom kan? agaknye cemane la mak aku menjage aku dulu.. she told me dat i'm sucha crybaby.. owhh.. smp skang pon ye pn zetti oi.. now i know why Allah said in Al-Quran that mum is the most important thing in our lives.. i juz dun understand why some children suke nak marah2 kt mak tak tentu pasal.. after having adam.. i'm quite a sensitive person towards this matter.. aritu in newspapers, we hv been shocked by an incident where a mentally unstable father slaughtered his 3year-old son.. i juz cant imagine how the mother's feel when she saw her son's dead body lying in a pool of blood.. yesterday my husband showed me the pic of the bloody murder.. sumpah aku rs menyesal tgk gamba tu.. mencurah2 air mate aku tgk and terbayang2.. pastu smlm gak aku tgk crew singgah sahur ke rumah org tua Kemumin Kota Bharu.. pon tumpah gak air mate ni.. sedih tgk mak ayah yg terbiar kt situ without their children dtg menjenguk.. 

tadi, i had a short conversation with my mum.. i said, along rs kalau anta mak ayah kt sni pastu petang dtg amek.. no problem la kan? mak aku setuju dgn kenyataan tu.. die kate, at least ade kawan.. ini anak yg bangse tak kenang budi.. tinggal pastu tak jenguk2.. tggu la org tua tu anak2 nk dtg jenguk die.. mmg laknatullah anak camtu.. dulu, i watched Edisi Siasat.. Wan Kamarudin ni interviu parents ni.. the wife ni sihat lagi.. tp the husband terlantar sakit.. rumah takde la uzur sangat.. tp she has to take care of her sick husband.. when Wan Kamarudin asked her where are their children.. she juz kept quiet and bersuare after a moment.. " anak makcik salah sorg org besar dalam Malaysia.. tp die tade pon die dtg jenguk.. makcik tak halalkan  setitik pon susu makcik pd die" i wuz juz belasan tahun ms tu.. tp berderau darah bile a mother said that to her children.. nauzubillah.. mintak jauhkan mnde2 tu dr my family.. 

alhamdulillah.. i think i've been a good mother to Adam Zuhayr.. it's juz that mummy dpt BF Adam smp umo adam cukup2 8 month.. lps tu Adam taknak dh.. susu mummy pon tade dh.. mummy sedih sgt2.. =(

Thursday, August 19, 2010

I can't smile without you..


You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
and brighten my day
who would of believed that you where part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

[And now you know] I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when your sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you
Bm Gm Cm F [Can't Smile Without You...]

Monday, August 9, 2010

adam's new toy...

video

mintak mahap dgn imej2 lucah di dalam video ini.. i bought a pushwalker for him.. he cudnt use that yet.. tp sbb murah n its a second hand.. i grabbed it wit no hesitations.. ehe.. enjoice!!

Saturday, August 7, 2010

adam's updates..

dh lame tak update psl anakanda.. mase ade.. cume blogging mood tu seems afar from me.. hehe.. adam is 8 months old now.. so a lil updates on him..

- merangkak dengan laju dan buas..
- xleh tgk mummy pakai tudung.. mesti merengek n sibuk nk ikut..
- makan almost everything.. he'll pull mummy's hand if he sees i'm eating..
- suke wat muke huduh.. ngan tomei n nunin pon die bley wat muke camtu..
- he'll geleng2 kpale when i recite Lailahaillallah.. menghayati la tu.. kadang2 sampai terlompat2 suke when i recite it..
- according to kak yah (his babysitter), adam suke pulls others' hair.. die sgt maness... die kiss dulu pastu br die tarik rambut.. huhu..
- sangat jinak dgn org especially perempuan.. ehe.. ikut ayah die la tu.. hmm..
- mengade2 no 1 ikut mummy..
- suke read books and makan books.. *sigh*
- he has 4 teeth oredi n he bites.. my nipple is his fav.. =(

well.. pics tell thousands words.. enjoy..

muke huduhh..

chicken pox..

mangse yg terdampar kemengantukan..

nantokk...

he's growing up kan?

 bulat junior..


adam read book ni mummy..


showing his 3rd tooth..

i juz love this face..

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Kg Pagi : Day 1

On 23rd-25th of July,  all English lecturers went to Kg. Pagi, Jerantut for an English Camp.. 1 hour boat ride from Kuala Tahan.. we went there for community service organized by Perbadanan Kemajuan Negeri Pahang (PKNP)..  it was superb.. we had so much fun there.. let the pics do the talkings laaa..


liya @ Zaman Restaurant.. we were having breakfast here before we off to Kuala Tahan..

mase riang ria di dalam bas..

sg pahang.. silap destinasi sbnrnye ni.. 

luggage yg masih tertinggal.. ehe..


tgh menunggu boat ke kg pagi..

off we go...

honeymooners yg xjd nk honeymoon.. ehe..

 kaum Batek.. a.k.a adik kak tini..

naik kayu yg ditebuk jd perahu.. cool giler..

tertido sbb angin yg besh..

welcome to Kg Pagi..

 the school..

 the school..

wahaha.. ni plg best.. boss room..

kanak2 yg malu at first.. 

teacher yani sdg menerangkan sesuatu utk bdk2..

banner..

makan dulu.. lapar tahap dewa..

yummehhh...

ice breaking session..

activities..

coloring time..

movie watching..

END OF DAY 1..

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

an outdated post..

blog lame tak jenguk.. huhu.. been hectic lately.. en suami was admitted to the hospital on 30/6.. he suffered from hernia due to VIGOROUS hockey-training session at USM on previous week.. so i have to take care of him and my little hero..the following week, Adam plak kne chicken pox.. 2-3 hari lps en suami discharged.. so 2 hero la heroin nih kne jage.. minggu adam kne chicken pox tu.. kitorg kne siapkan teaching portfolio for MQA Audit.. the following week, they came for auditing.. both for homegrown and UiTM.. and for both session aku kne interview dgn encik2 dan puan2 MQA.. luckily, i did well in those interviews walaupon hati ini cuak sbb i heard lotsa unpleasant stories abt them.. ehe... okay lahh.. will update more soon..